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"come on kiwi , we gotta get out on stage its some ballers out there"
"ight im coming" i said before getting up from my seat .
i walked threw the beads as the music grew louder .
"Honestly"
i walked to the bar and lucus said "wassup kiwi" .
"hey" i said .
"how much niggas you done got ?" he said .
"i got like 3 dances , im ready to go" i said .
"welp , its almost 4 so you gonna be good" he said .
"alright chile , lemme go get my moneys worth" i said walking away .
"you want a dance baby ?" .
"yea , lets make it a private one" he said pulling out a stack .
"alright , follow me" i said .
we go to the private rooms and he sat on the couch.
i heard the music play so i sat on his lap slowly grinding on him .
"When I feel what I feel"
"Sometimes it's hard to tell you so"
"You may not be in the mood to learn what you think you know"
i got up off his lap before putting my leg on the arm of the couch grinding in his face .
"There are times when I find"
"You want to keep yourself from me" i sung .
"yo voice is nice ma" he said .
"uhm .. thank you" i said .
"When I don't have the strength"
"I'm just a mirror of what I see"
after 5 minutes , i ended the dance .
"can i have your number ?" the dude said .
"uhm.. maybe next time" i said before walking away .
4:40 am
i think about life all the time but i cant keep dancing to rhymes boy im hurting inside baby i hate when you act so shady towards me just let me know how you feel about it i really want you i cant ignore it everyday and night it feels like im dancing with the devil
"come on kiwi , its alot of niggas downstairs with some money" i heard cookie say .
"you know she wont come , she stay writing in that run down ass journal" nutrella said .
"if i go down there , i can get more money than all yall" i said putting my journal under my matress .
"lets see then"she said .
i got up from my bed and went downstairs .
"kiwi finally came down" moonie said .
"who want a dance ?" i said taking my oversized shirt off revealing my black bra and panties set .
i see a dude put his hand up holding money .
i walked over to him and started dancing on him to the music .
"You're in search in this body of mine"
"Do you wanna be a good friend to me?"
"Why don't you pour up that Hennessy?"
i sat on his lap twerking on him before grinding on him feeling him getting hard .
"Light up a few blunts and we can get high, yeah"
"No need to rush, boy, take your time"
he grabbed on my waist as i got up and turned around .
he gripped on my thighs as swaying my hips .
"you like that baby ?" i said grabbing the back of his head .
"yes baby" he said .
my stomach rumbled before i threw up on his lap .
"bitch" he said slapping me causing me to fall .
"oh my god" nutrella said laughing .
"chill the fuck out" the guard said pushing him .
i gagged before getting up going to the bathroom throwing up again .
5:23 am
"kiwi" i heard my pimp , richard yell as i brushed my teeth .
i drunk some water before spitting into the sink .
i walked to his room that took up the whole house .
"you know what you did ?" richard said .
"yes" i said .
"come over here" he said .
i walked to him and he rubbed on my butt and said "you know what you gotta do right ?" .
"yes daddy" i said getting on my knees .
i unbuckled his belt and pulled down his pants .
i about to pull his dick out before hearing some knocks on the door .
i turn around and see miles .
i rolled my eyes and got up from the floor .
"you can go kiwi , dont do that shit again" richard said .
"yes richard" i said walking away .
if i could go back to the past , i would change all of this shit
