Tales of time

Everything is just fine

Everything is just fine

    Every day gets harder and harder, every night seems longer. The petals from the small flowers and the leaves from the trees I love to take pictures of, seem to be non-appreciated and the blue skies start to turn a deeper shade even though when the sunset arrives warm colors fill the atmosphere with strokes of orange and pink, at the very top the original blue. I have been struggling for a while but that's what keeps me alive. Dark places inside my mind make me believe nothing is worth the pain though for some reason, I'm still here, and it's not because I have any dreams or plans or even goals, because I don't. I feel like an outsider then immediately remind myself that I'm nothing but just another person in the middle of other billions. I'm stuck where I don't want to be doing what I don't want to do, but still, I have no idea of where I want to be or what I want to do. I fear that one day my mind will take over my body and just do it.

  But it's ok, I'm ok, everything is just fine...