Dimensia

Deciphering

Discovering she had Dimensia she didn't know what to feel. Should she be happy that she can travel through dimensions or sad that she can't meet Kevin or mad that her mom didn't tell her about this. With a lot of thoughts in her mind she told her mom that she will be in her room.

Ellen Pov:
I didn't know what to feel. If I can travel through dimensions when I'm asleep then this must have happened to me for the past 17 years but how come I don't remember anything? Maybe I somehow lost memories of this? That must be the only explanation.

If only Kevin was here as I thought about the boy with dark black silky hair, with sky blue eye colour, with a pale skin. He always managed to make me smile despite what type of situation it is. I considered to be lucky cause Kevin doesn't show much of this affectionate side of him to anyone. Just thinking about him made me smile.

Welp maybe I'm in love with him but then I remembered that he is not from this dimension, the dimension I live in. He is from another dimension or worse he maybe an imagination. Right now my mind was a big mess.

I took a deep breath in, just how Kevin usually do incase if his mind was a mess or if he's annoyed. Thought it would work, but no, it didn't. All I could think about was his bright smile which he would give when he got a good sleep or when he's in a good mood or his bright silky hair which I'd like to play with.

I sighed knowing that I won't meet him again unless I somehow managed to go to that dimension. I looked at the clock and was surprised when I saw it was nearly midnight. That's no surprise since I've been watching anime,reading books and thinking about this whole dimensia situation. I thought of sleeping but then I thought that if I sleep then I would be transported to another dimension where I don't know what will happen to me. Sighing I went downstairs to get myself a cup of coffee.

When I went downstairs I made myself a coffee. Where is mom? Maybe she went to meet someone. When I think about it she did mention about meeting someone and that she will not be home for a few days.  Right now I'm the only one in this house. Ellie went to a trip with her friends that will last for three more days. I went to the living room and took a seat on the couch. I took a sip of my coffee as I started to search for some shows in Netflix to watch.