This is where hell strikes..

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***Siobhans POV***

So it been three weeks since leo asked me to be his girlfriend and everything has been going perfect we've met each others families and Leo's mum Vicky is like my 2nd mum🙈I met charlie for the first time two weeks ago and were like best friends now he's hilarious,however when me and Leo beat him on Fifa he gets so annoyed😂

Schools been going alright at the minute Lauren's now moved in and she goes the same school😌we've got a small bestfriend group now we've met two other girls called Chloe and jasmine were all like sisters and I love It🙈they all think me and Leo are cute😏however there's a lot of jealous people in my school...

I was just flicking through my Instagram when leo texted me,

L:Hey princess you okay?💗
S:Helllooo and Yep I'm fine I miss you😒💗
L:I miss you too but I'll see you tonight I hope your excited I love you🙊💗
S:I'm really excited,and I love you more😏💗

Leo hates it when I put I love him more because he doesn't think it's true😂😂He's decided to stay at mine tonight with charlie and Lauren's going to be coming round for a movie night🙈Chloe and jasmine couldn't make it because their doing something else✨

***7PM***
***Leondres POV***

So I'm at Siobhans now it's just me and her as the others haven't got here yet🙈we're currently sat on the sofa Siobhan has her head in my lap while I play with her hair and we're just talking about random stuff which I find pretty cute💗
"I love you so much leo I hope you know that"Siobhan said cutely

"Well I love you more😏"I said while pecking her lips continuously💗

*Ding*Dong*

We both ran to the door like little kids and opened the door to see lauren and charlie looking into each others eyes👀

"Oi love birds you coming in or not?"Siobhan said while laughing😂

"Eugh.yeah sorry I got lost in my own world"charlie said doing an awkward laugh😂✨

***Siobhans POV***

I'm really nervous about tonight as its only lauren who knows about my eating problems..and we're ordering pizza tonight😔I need to tell leo soon because I hate lying to him and I don't want to see him hurt😞

***Laurens POV***

Ever since me and charlie have met today we've just clicked and I feel like I've known him for years he's just amazing!

***Charlies POV***

Lauren's beautiful even though we've just met today were already like bestfriends!

***Leos POV***

I need to tell Siobhan tonight that me and Charlie are going on tour next week,I don't want to leave my princess😞

"Princess can I talk to you in private please?"I said nervously

"Yeah sure we will go upstairs"she said smiling✨

After we walked upstairs I just said it the nicest way possible without making her upset...

"Basically..me and Charlie are going on tour next week but I don't want to leave you because I love you and I'll miss you so much"I said looking down to my knees.

"It's fine I guess but there's something I need to tell you but promise you won't tell anybody.."

"I promise💗"I said pecking her lips gently🌸

***Siobhans POV***

Why am I finding it so hard to tell leo this?
Will he hate me for having an eating disorder?

As I told him tear drops started to form in my eyes😞

"Basically,the reason I never eat in school or you never see me hardly eat is because..I have An eating disorder and when I found out I first had it last November I started to..I started to self harm and I'm trying my best not to do it but it's hard😭"I said choking on my tears.

"Hey princess it's fine I'm always going to be here for you and I will love you 'forever and always'💗"leo said

"Thank you I love you more💗you go down I'll be down soon I promise"I said mumbling

"Okay princess I love you"leo shouted as he walked downstairs

Once leo went down I went into the bathroom and lifted my tshirt up to reveal my ribs and hips sticking out and my stick thin boney body😒I just burst into tears and collapsed to the floor crying😭

There's one thing nobody knows about not even lauren..my depression..

Sometimes I just sit in my room and write things in my diary,such as words of what I think about myself..

***5 minutes later***

*knock*knock*

"Princess are you okay?"leo said sniffling

"Yeah I'm fine"I said trying to sound as normal as I can

***Leondres POV***

As soon as I went downstairs I burst into tears I don't want to see my princess like this she was so happy..

I went to see how she was and she locked herself in the bathroom god I hope she doesn't do anything stupid😔

(A/n nobody's even reading this Omg sorry if Thai chapters rubbish it's just a filler💗)

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