I dont wanna go there

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I was at my house alone and sad. It was kinda a bad night.

The next morning I woke up the a text. I was hoping for a cute good morning text but instead it was a rude ass text from Jacob saying ' are you gonna woman the fuck up and meet my fucking kids' I could imagine his dumb ,stupid ,harsh voice talking. I'm gonna play his stupid game. 'Fuck you I hate you.' I wrote him and sent him.  I smiled lightly pushing my curly hair back.  I instantly got a text. " I'm not playing Jasmine. We are at the biscu restaurant. ' so he's serious. 'I'm not playing either. What do I get?' I texted him. "A good fucking ;)' I got just as quick. My insides burned after I read it. My hand shook lightly.

45 minutes later I was at the restaurant. I saw Jacobs sports car and took a deep breath. I walked in and i saw him. Our eyes met and he smiled lightly. He stood up and the kids turned. They were gorgeous. I walked over smiling. "Braxton and Bailey this is Jasmine. " Jacob said. " Hello guys." I told them. The little girl was staring at me with admiration, like I was super pretty. The little boy looked curious. "Daddy she is super duper beautiful!" Bailey said with so much excitant.  "Well she's gonna eat with us. Come sit baby. " He told me grabbing my hand.

" Mommy told me when I'm 16, I can wear makeup. " Bailey told me sitting close to me on the couch. "You don't need it. You're already gorgeous and beautiful. " I told her sweetly. Then a pair of hands went over my eyes. I heard Bailey giggle and i smiled. "Baby stop. " I told him laughing. Then I felt lips on the side of my jaw. "Time for bed Bailey. " I heard him say. He pulled his hands away and picked her up. " Can I sleep with you and Jasmine?" She begged. No! "No that won't be appropriate." He told her sternly. She nodded lightly. " I sleep with mommy and Jason sometime." She pouted. Jacobs eyes largened. " What?" He asked. "I sleep in the middle of mommy and Jason. " She repeated. He walked off and i stood up lightly. "Meet me in my bedroom. " Jacob called.

I've been in the room for 45 minutes before Jacob came in. He looked stressed. I stood up and went to him hugging him. "I bet it's nothing." I told him lightly but even I didn't trust it. I know I was hurt as a child and i would never want Bailey hurt like that. "I don't want my baby girl in the bed with a grown man!" He angrily said balling his fist. I grabbed his shirt. "Stop." I told him trying to calm him. "I'm not gonna raise a messed up daughter!" He yelled pissed. I guess he has no clue he's dating a messed up woman. "Hey quit it. " I told him harsh. He pushed me away. "I will talk to her okay?" I told him gently. He shrugged steaming mad.

I reached the pink door and finally knew it's meaning. I opened and saw Bailey sitting up in bed "Daddy is scaring me." She told me gently. I went to her and sat by her bed. "He's just worried. " I told her lightly with a smile. "Can I tell you something Jasmine?" She lightly asked sad. "Of course sweety. " I smiled. She scooted to the edge of her bed so she faced me. "When mommy throws up at night, Jason touches my no area. " She told me  my eyes widen and my heart raced. I saw her eyes getting red and glossy. "He puts his hand in my no and it hurts Jasmine!" She said crying. "Don't tell!" She told me scared. Her little chest begun rising and falling. She is messed up... like I was. I leaned forward and hugged her. She slipped off the bed so she hugged me tighter. "Promise you won't! Promise me Jasmine!" She said at my quietness. "I don't want him to hurt you anymore. " I told her like I was talking to my 7 year old else. "He won't hurt you again if I tell on him. " I told her. "Mommy will be mad!" She cries hoarse. I picked her up and took out the room and down the hall.  I opened Jacobs bedroom and he was on the bed on the phone. "Fuck you Hazel!" I heard him whisper harshly. He put his phone down and turned. "What's wrong?" He asked us.  " can I have a kiss? I'm going home. " I lightly told him sitting Bailey down on the bed. "I thought you were staying?" He told me gently and stood up. I shook my head. He went to me and kissed me lightly. "Everything okay love?" He lightly asked. His hand held my waist. I crossed my arms not able to look him in the eyes. I caught Baileys concerned eyes. "I just feel bad for not seeing gram. " I lied. He smiled lightly and held my face. "You, the kids and I can visit tomorrow." He chuckled and kissed me. I shook my head.  "Bye. I love you. " I told him and kissed him one last time. "Okay. I love you too. " He nodded.

I got home and did some research. Amazingly Jacobs life is so public and I'm becoming to be talk on websites. Anyway, his children's mother's name is Hazel Kimberly Hanes. She is a model from California and is 26. She is married to long time boyfriend ex model Jason Gordon Gates.  I found his job easily and wrote down the address. He works at a office downtown now.

I walked into that exact office and the receptionist looked surprised. "Uh hello?" I said. She looked like I was her idol. "Your Mr. Denman 's girlfriend! He's not in at the moment. " She said apologetic. "I know. I'm here to see a friend. " I smiled. "How can I help?" She asked. "Help me find Jason Gates please. " I asked politely. "He's currently out also oh-" She said and jumped. "Hello Dana. " a guy walked in. That's him.

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