~Love or Lust?~ Hotch x reader fanfic (WARNING - smut included)

-Chapter 4-

-Quick sidenote-

~~~ = chat/texting

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You and Hotch got in his car to go back to his house. Rossi had a talk with the two of you about how to handle this "workplace relationship of yours". You still didn't think that was the right word for it, but there was another part of you that was saying otherwise.

Aaron looked just as uncomfortable as you felt after that. He definetly didn't like people finding out about this, that you could see. As you were looking at him, he glanced over at you and his experession changed. For a moment, his eyes softened and went from stressed and almost confused, to calm and satisfied, like looking at you made his thoughts slow and change to just thinking of looking at you, focusing on you.

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You sat on the couch as he went to his office to set his breifcase down. Turning and walking to the couch, he sat down beside you and just looked into your eyes for what felt like hours. "So, uhm, we should talk about tonight." You nodded, and figured that he would be upset. "Look, i'm not mad at you. If anything it was my fault, since I called you into my office to do..well..have sex and eveything, which was very unprofessional of me and I shouldn't hav-"

You cut him off as you grabbed his hand.

"Aaron, it's alright. I'm not blaming you. Rossi knowing isn't even the worst thing that couldv'e happened, so just calm down alright?" You smiled and raised your other hand to cup his face, making him part his lips and you could see his body relax as he gave you a small smile.

"Yeah I guess your right." He said with a laugh as you moved closer to him and put your head on his shoulder. His arm went around your waist and the two of you just stayed like that for a while.

It felt good to be close to him. His strong, expensive smelling cologne wafted around you and made you smile even more than you already were. You slowly drifted to sleep, listening to his breathing with his arm wrapped around you.

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A couple hours later, your phone rang, waking the both of you up. "Hey, sorry, I know it's really late, but we have a case." JJ said into the phone, obviously tired but she sounded concerned. "This really cant wait till morning." You said, scrunching up your nose. "No, this is urgent." You sighed. "Alright, I'll go tell Hotch." At least one good thing about your building being condemned was that you didn't have to hide that you were at Hotch's house. It would be a lot harder if you weren't supposed to be staying there and Garcia decided to track your phone.

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Walking into the breifing room, there were various pictures on the screen. "This is 29 year old Marcy Thompson, she was found on a bench in a park just a few hours ago." As you looked at the picture, you realised that this girl looked a lot similar to you. "She was raped and then bludgeoned to death." You shook the fact that she looked like you and turned your attention to Hotch as he spoke.

"Alright, we'll be working with the D.C PD from here" He said getting up from his chair and grabbing his files off the table. You noticed that he looked really tired and he rubbed his forehead as he walked out of the room. You could tell that he was still stressed from what had happened with Rossi just a few hours ago, especially with the team around.

As you walked out of the briefing room, a thought popped into your head and you smriked. "Hey guys i'll be right back." You said as you walked off to the bathroom.

Once you were there, You pulled out your phone and texted Hotch.

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                                 You - Hey, meet me in the bathroom

Aaron <3 - Why? 

                                 You - Just come onnn

Aaron <3 - Okay.

                Aaron <3 has left

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You put your phone on the counter and unbuttoned the top of your shirt so that your red lace bra was visible, making yourself "presentable" as you waited for him.

Soon after, he opened the door, his eyes widening and moving down to your chest. Closing and locking the door, he quickly made his way over to you. "I know we shouldn't but you looked so nervous to be here so I figured-" His lips crashed into yours and you smiled into the kiss.

"I don't care about that anymore, not with you in my mind." You felt your face heat up at that, and and you knew that it wasn't just from lust.

He placed kisses and little nips along your neck as he undid the rest of your shirt, throwing it onto the counter and moving his hands back to unhook your bra, but you stopped him before he could.

"Wait, I wanna do something for you first.~" You said seductivly as you dropped to your knees infront of him and unbuckled his belt.

He was already half hard as you grabbed the base of his dick with one of your hands and started to lick the tip, making him let out a soft moan and grab at your hair as you slowly slid his length into your mouth and swirled your tounge around.

His moans became more audible as you bobbed your head and moaned back, sending vibrations through his cock and you could feel him getting close, twitching as you kept a steady pace. "Fuck, yeah just like that. Good girl." Finally, he grabbed your head with both hands and thrusted into your mouth, his cum spilling down your throat.

He pulled out of you and you swallowed, smiling up at him and then standing as you wiped the corner of your mouth. Then, he placed his hands firmly on your hips and lifted you onto the counter. You giggled as he opened your legs and slammed into you without any prep or warning, and you could tell he was enjoying the amount of control it put over you. You bit down on your lip to muffle a cry as his pace picked up and he was grunting with each thrust.

By the time you were cumming, you were practically screaming as he rammed into your g-spot. It had to have been the best thing you had every felt in your entire life. You were both breathing heavily and you wrapped your arms around his neck, resting your head on his shoulder and sighing.

"oh my god i ffuckingg love you~" Your mind was still basically blank, and that was the first thought that came out of your mouth.

He pulled back a few inches just to look at you. "You do? Did you really mean that?" Your eyes widened a bit when you realized that you really did mean it. Leaning into him, you placed a kiss on his lips, one that wasn't filled with lust, but with longing and sincerity and real, genuine love.

"Take that as an answer." He smiled and kissed you again, filling you with joy, and you laughed as he pulled away.

"I love you too Y/N."

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AN

So i finally got the next chapter out :). Sorry again for the late upload, but I was really putting a lot of thought into this chapter cuz I did want there to be some relationship development, hence the ending, but anyways, I'll try and get the next chapter up soon, so keep an eye open for that. :)