Tales of the Wasteland

Miles Charmant- Part 10

We are leaving. It feels like all we do is flee, now we are fleeing the thing we need most. Protection from the mutiees. They are so loyal to Tyler. Personally it makes me sick. They only see one layer of him, he has many layers. Sabina and Tyler are still sleeping together, I am so angry at her, It feels as though I am just showing affection to Honey to make Sabina jelous. I'm not though, I wouldnt be with her if I didnt feel something. She wants to take it slow, but we end up in bed together every night. I think she might be sick, she vomits up her morning meal, every morning. She runs to the toilet and I follow, I hold her hair as she vomits up her guts. She wants to go to Apple Tree settlement. I assured her I will go where ever she does. We are leaving in a carrige with mutiees surrounding us in case of attack. I Don't like the idea of changing my name, but the Rangers will find us if I don't.
"Miles?" I spin at the sound of Sabina's voice.
"Yes?" I answer, trying to keep the flirty ness out of my voice.
"I don't want to leave. Tyler keeps telling me that we will be under protection. But I don't feel safe."
"Sabi, they won't let anyone hurt us I promise."
"Oh your promises aren't really getting you anywhere lately."
"Hey. That hurt. We have been over this already." I say joking around.
"I know, but I'm seriously scared."
"Me too." I say signalling her, to hug like we used to. She takes the offer, and out of the corner of my eye, I see Honey. Her jaw has nearly dropped to the ground. I let go of Sabina, she gives me a confused look. Honey shakes her head as a look of disgust appears on her face. She runs to her room and I follow. She slams the door in my face.
"How could you Miles? We are in a relationship!" She yells at me.
"Sabina and I are just friends. It wasn't like that Honey I swear." I yell back.
"Oh your just friends huh? I have seen the way you look at her. I thought I was overreacting but now I have proof."
"What? I look at her the same way I look at you."
"I told you I loved you. Do you know how hard that was? I told myself that Sabina was just your friend. But I was wrong. You love her."
"Honey I-" she cuts me off.
"It's not going to work Miles." she screams.
"What? No Honey don't do this." I scream back.
"I can't love someone who loves someone else."
"No Honey we are just friends."
"No Miles it's over. This is so hard to say so before you reply, just know you can't change my mind. Just go away." she yells her voice breaking, she is crying. I grunt and punch the door hard.
I'm such an idiot. I punch the door again. And I walk away.

It's over.