AWAITED

chap- 10

As all the family members were dining for dinner. Mrs. Rathod was eating her food but she wanted to say something but courage was not enough, maybe for now. Kartik was also there with full concentration on his plate, Kartik was also living with them from the time he started to work with Ruthvik. Ruthvik's sister gets back to America. Now Ruthvik and Nayan also ate silently, no one dared to talk, in fear of Ruthvik.

That was how the night went, Nayan was sleeping cutely and Ruthvik was getting ready to leave for his office work as there was going to be an important meeting. He set his tie around his collar looking perfect on him. He turned around from the dresser to his bed looking at where his husband was sleeping peacefully with the most loving eyes, automatically smile appeared on his lip. He stepped towards him, bent, and run his finger over Nayan's face adorning the sleeping beauty I was hesitant to express my feelings but now I can't suppress them.. when I saw you in that condition I just wanted to protect you from my all heart.. what you do to me.. now I think I need to be with you.  You are just like him. I don't know but you are like a magnet.

He leaned in and kissed his forehead, looked at him for the last time, and then left in a hurry cause of what he did.  He kissed him without his consent he felt uneasy so he Left. But one thing he didn't know was that boy he call kid was already woke when he felt the fingers on his face but being unable to face the situation he just lay like a dead person or can say that sleep dead and when he felt the lips on his forehead, his ears were all red just by the little lip touch but he felt scared, but his heart was still pounding uncontrollably even after Ruthvik left.

He opened his one eye carefully, not wanting to get caught, when he found the room is Empty he felt relieved and woke up and sat on the bed feeling flustered. " He cares for me.." he squealed like a child, smiling like a crazy girl who is in love for the first time.. yeah it's his only love then why not.

As like that their days start going, daily morning a stolen forehead kiss that explodes Nayan's beating heart. College work, plus 2 sessions with his pyschatrist, and now life is easy. Like he is happy but there is someone whose eyes are always on him judging his every step. It's been a month since the wedding now.

Wednesday
In college

Nayan's eyes matched with his feet that are heading towards his class, lowering his head down.. feeling a pang in his heart... It's not just feeling pain it felt so different like he's living two persons' life. He reached into the classroom without looking up he just got his permanent place and sat. Staring blankly straight at the whiteboard. The class was not silent at all. Everyone was busy talking, teasing each other. But Nayan's heart, mind, and soul repeat every moment of his life.

Suddenly Rohit start shaking his shoulder cause he was zoned out after 5mins He came into his existence where he give his friend a 'what now stupid ass ' look.

"You stupid.. what world are you living in.. huh..??" Rohit smacked his head made a frown on Nayan's face " I am calling you for 15 mins and you dumbass"

Nayan shrugged off his friend's babbling. He just can't think straight now what he saw in the morning

At morning
What happened???

Just like the other days today also Ruthvik kissed his forehead and rushed to leave for his office. Nayan was holding his breath, not wanting to expose himself so he won't be able to get a morning kiss. He slowly opened his eyes feeling Happy.. he stretched his body and his eyes fell on the side bed, he reached out for the wallet that was on his bed. It's hubby's wallet.. should I look into it. He open the wallet, his smiling face dropped as his eyes catch the first thing in the wallet was the photo. The photo of a very young cute boy. .. he felt a pang in his heart. That's why his husband doesn't give his full love to him cause he has someone.

But the other feeling also crawled up to him. That he has seen this boy somewhere.. like he can feel the boy in the photo.. as he closed his eyes for a second a very vivid memory crosses his mind

"Baby.." the boy screamed running towards his beloved lover. He stretched his hands and pushed his lover to the other side of the road as a very fast car hit the boy.. the car didn't stop just get away from there. The boy's body was pooling with blood.

On the other side, the lover's eyes widen his World shattered into pieces. The love of his life, his friend from childhood now the lover just for saving him dying in front of him.

He ran to the boy, put his bloody head on his thighs crying his lungs out " why....???" His voice cracked his lips quivering can't form any words.

The boy's weak bloody hand reached to his crying lover's face " don't... " As just his soul left his body.

Nayan's eyes filled with tears as he can feel the pain of the two boys w that one is his husband and the other his unknown but he felt connected like it was part of his life.

Present
At college

Nayan is so drawn to his thought that he didn't notice he is walking alone in the hallway. As others have said, they were in the cafeteria waiting for him cause everyone has different classes and project work to do.

He didn't notice that two tall figures were stalking him.  Suddenly he is pushed into the Empty classroom. He fell to his knees hissing in pain " what.. the fuck .." he cursed and turned his face but he felt horrified that the two males were looking at him with anger and a devilish smirk they were none other than Sameer and Harsh.

"What do you think.. baby...??" Sameer  barked at  him

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