Dear Diry (A Harry Styles Fanfic)

Entry 10

Entry 10, 11 years old

Dear Diry,

Darcy does not leave the house a lot. She stays in her room most of the time staring at the wall or scrolling on her phone. When she does get up its when mommy is forcing her into the shower or when she has to go potty. She doesn't even have to go to school anymore, which I do not think is fair. Mommy says that school is good though and I have to go.
I go in Darcy's room a lot to poke at things. She doesn't care anymore. I leave drawings in her room of things she used to do. Matt told me he feels bad that my sister is defective and that his mama says I can sleepover whenever I want. I did not like when he called Darcy that. She is not defective and Drew told me he agrees. But sometimes I think she is and I am mad about having a defective sister. Those days I sit on her bed and bounce and make a lot of noise because I get real mad that she doesn't do anything. I end screaming a lot because then maybe she'll yell at me back to "shut my pie hole" or "you stupid brat scram!" But she never does. I miss when she used to talk to me. Drew is the only one who will talk to me now besides mommy.
Mommy cries a lot. She doesn't think I see her, but I am quiet and sneaky and I see. She goes upstairs around dinner time to give Darcy her plate and make her take a pill and to talk to her. Darcy does not say a lot. Mommy comes back to eat with us and then brings us to bed to sleep but I pretend to sleep. When I crawl out of my room to go downstairs she is always sitting on the couch staring at her wedding picture on the wall. I never really took the time to notice it until mommy started staring at it so much. I want to help my mommy and sister. I just don't know how.

I love you,
Anna Marie