I was just to blind...(LOUIS TOMLINSON!!)💖💖

Chapter 7

The boys and I are watching a movie in Louis' living room and I'm sitting next to Louis Louis is sitting next to Harry Harry's sitting next to Niall and nialls sitting next to Liam and Liams by zayn

"Are you alright love" I hear louis whisper in my ear as I felt his breath on my neck as it sent chills down my spine "u-um yea just a little tired" I whisper back "would you like to go to sleep now?" He asks me as he puts his arm around me "no it's ok" I say putting my head on his shoulder "are you staying over tonight" he asks looking away from the movie "sure" I say smiling

The movie finishes and zayn comes up to me "hey love I forgot to ask if I could get your number?" He says "of course!" I say giving him my number along with Harry,Niall, and Liam "hey niallerrrr" I say walking over to him "what's up!" He says smiling "just bored you wanna hang out?" I say feeling like I haven't really gotten to know niall "of course!" He says "ok let's just ask each other questions about each other" I say sitting down louis and Harry went upstairs and zayn, and liam went home "ok!" He says sitting down "ok whats your favorite color?" I say smiling at him "well it's green butttt I also like blue a little what's yours" he asks "mines yellow what's yourrrrr favorites food"I say back "um does Nando's count??" He asks laughing as we just continued to talk until he had to head home

I walk up the stairs to Louis' room cause harry left a while ago I open the door and see him laying across the bed "hey Lou?" I say walking in "what's up bri?" He says sitting up and I go sit on the bed "are we gonna talk about what happened this morning" I say with my stomach in a whirl "oh god I'm so sorry about that I don't know what came over me or w-" I cut him off by hugging him "it's ok louis I enjoyed it" I say as I pull away from the hug and look down I get up and sit at the chair by his desk "bri?" He says getting up "yes?" I say not turning around "are you ok" he says as he wraps his arms around me "yea" I say back as I feel him kiss my cheek "Louis can I ask you something" I say as he continues kissing down to my neck slowly "yea?" He says resting his chin on my shoulder "when you do this kind of stuff to me why does it feel so right" I mange to spit out "well have you done it with zayn" he says catching me by surprise "well um no" I say back "why not y'all like each other" he says kissing my collarbone "yea but like we aren't dating or anything" I say laughing "yea we aren't either sadly" I hear him say as he laughs through kisses "look at me" I hear louis say so I turn to him and immediately his lips are smashed against mine I don't know why but I kissed back and it felt great I can't even describe it his lips were so soft and the kiss was so passionate he licks my bottom lip asking for entry but I pull away "Lou we can't be doing this" I said trying to fight the feeling I had and turning back around "and why not" he says wrapping his arms around me again "because if zayn f-" I say before I get cut off "so you really like him huh?" He says "I-I guess" I say back to him "alright" he says going to sit back in his bed

I left Louis' room and my phone vibrated I check it and it was a unknown number

Unknown:hey briii!!it's zayn!

Bri:HEY ZAYNNNNN what are you doing??

Zayn:someone's happy to hear from me lol, and nothing

Bri:I need to get my mind off everything can you meet up at the park??

Zayn:of course what happened, love

Bri:I'll tell you when you get there

I put my phone in my pocket and head back to Louis' room "hey Louis" I say opening the door "yea?" He says popping his head up "I'm gonna go to the park real quick I'll be back!" I say giving him a smile and walking over to him "ok" he says as I hug him and start to Walk out of his room "wait bri" I hear him say as I'm about to grab the door handle "yes?" I say turning around "I'm sorry for earlier it was just a in the moment type of thing you know"I hear him and I get this pain in my chest it feels like My heart just got stabbed a million times and I don't know why "it's fine Lou" I spit out and walk out of his room and his house and head to the park

I get to the park and get my phone out to to text zayn

Bri:hey zayn!!!are you here yet???

Zayn:why?do you miss me??

Bri:no you ass are you here?

Zayn:yea I'm on a swing :(((

Bri:kk!I'll see you in a second

I get to the swings and see zayn "zayn!!" I whisper/yell "hey love!" He says running to me and giving me a hug "someone's exited" I say laughing as he pulls away and leaves his arms around my waist "what'd you wanna talk about??"he says "well don't get mad okkkk" I say as we walk over to sit on the swings "ok so you know how Louis is my best friend and all that" I say as we sit down "yep" he says "ok well this morning when you left the kitchen about 20 minutes later he came in" I say while looking at him "and?" He said basically saying I needed to continue " he wrapped his arms around my waist and I thought it was you at first but then I heard his voice and we talked until he started kissing my neck and down to my collarbone" I say looking down "and?" He says knowing there's more "I turned around then he said there's your pretty face and I was like nice joke but he said he wishes that we could do that normally like on a daily with me and layed his forehead on mine and called me beautiful and started kissing my neck again but then he stopped once I ask him why he was doing it" I say fidgeting with my fingers "is there more?" He says knowing I wasn't telling him all of it "well before I texted you I was in his room talking to him and I went to sit in one of his chairs and he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my neck again I asked him a question and he asked me if I ever did that with you and I was like well no and he told me to look at him so I did and he kissed me" I say explaining more "but Um the question I asked him was why it felt right when he did that to me.." I say instantly regretting it "look at me bri" I hear zayn say so I look up and he looks so sympathetic "don't feel bad I understand ok" he says getting up and hugging me "hey zayn?" I say letting go from the hug and looking at him "are you m-" before I could even finish my sentence I felt his lips on mine but I immediately felt guilt instead of pleasure and started thinking of Louis we pulled away and looked at each other "I'm not mad bri" he says going to sit back down

I left the park about an hour ago and I'm sitting on Louis' couch as I hear him coming down the stairs "oh hey bri when did you get back?" I hear him say as he sits next to me "about a hour ago" I say shrugging my shoulders "aren't you tired it's 12:30" he says putting his arm around me "no normally stay up until 4 when I'm home" I say cuddling into him "ok um we'll do you wanna watch a movie" he says stroking my hair "sure" I say back

Louis' POV
The movie ended and Bris asleep on my chest "hey love" I whisper in her ear shaking her a little "hmmm?" I hear her say "do you want me to carry you to the room" I whisper stroking her hair "no I like it right here" she says as her voice is raspy cause she's tired well looks like I'm sleeping on the sofa I think as I start to laugh

A/n:Honestly this books going a little fast so it might end up being shorter than I expected :((( anyways THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR READING I LOVE YALL!!!!!!!!! .xx