Our Love Is Like A Song

Chapter 5

Still Brian's POV

A month and a half have passed since I slept with the stupid girl that gave me sida. I didn't tell Michelle that I have cheated and that I have sida.

Jimmy gave me another month to tell her, I don't sleep, I'm afraid.

At night I saw Michelle sleep so peacefully, with her hands on her little bump. She's so happy and today we are going to the doctor for her ecography. She's excited and I am too. I'm going to see for the first time my baby.

And I forgot, I didn't have relations with Michelle, if you know what I meant. I don't want gave sida to my girlfriend, I killed myself if I'll do that. I refused with the excuse "I'm tired" but now, she's getting curious.

The other day I saw her with Jimmy. They were talking very serious, I was nervous. I didn't know what they were talking about. I have faith that Jimmy didn't tell her about...that.

I looked at the ceiling and sighed. I didn't deserve it. A beautiful girlfriend and a baby on board.

I stood up from the bed and went downstairs. I need a beer to relax myself.

I watched the hour and it was 4:45 a.m. I sighed tiredly and thought about my life. If you don't even know, I'm so weakly than ever, I am so pale and I lost a lot of weight, like 20 kg. I'm so scared.

These are the symptoms of sida?

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"Baby, baby wake up" A sweet Michelle whispered in my ear. I opened my eyes and saw the beautiful face of my girlfriend. "We need to go to the doctor, remember?" She looked at me. She was smiling. I nodded and stood up.

"Yeah, for the ecography" I smiled and I kissed her soft lips. Maybe when she will be distracted, I can ask to the doctor if he can check me. You know, for the sida.

We enter to the hospital and we made our way in a little room. We waited until the doctor appeared in this room. He smiled and apologized for be 20 minutes later.

The doctor order to Michelle to sit down and rise her white blouse.

The little bump grew this past week. Why? She looks like she had 5 months but no, she's only 4 and she'll have 5 in three weeks.

My smile was bigger, my son is there, in front of my eyes.

The doctor started to do the ecography. He was searching something in the small black & white screen. The doctor gasped and looked at us. I saw Michelle. We both were confused.

Michelle started to squeeze my hand. She was scared and I don't blame her. The doctor looked at us and smiled.

"Well, I have some news for you two" I wanted to shit my pants. It was something bad? God, no.

"What happened doctor?" A sacred Michelle asked. She began to cry, a enormous amount of tears fell from her eyes. "Is something bad?"

"Well nothing is wrong. The news I have for you are good." The doctor explained as I tried to calm down Michelle. Pregnant women's . "The news are that you two are expecting twins, congratulations."

Me and Michelle were frozen. Twins? Oh my god, why this is happening to me? I didn't deserve twins, I'm a bad person. I only felt more guilty. "Twins...?" I asked in surprise as I saw Michelle crying happily.

"Yes sir, you both are expecting twins. And since the lady is 4 months old, came back here the next month. To know about the sex of the babies." The doctor smiled as I do to.

The doctor gave me the photo of the babies. I didn't see the babies there. All I could saw was black and white. But I didn't care. I have the first photo of my babies.

Michelle and I came back to our house. We were with big smile on our faces, we need to tell everyone about the twins.

I didn't deserve the twins but at least I'm so happy. Just imagine. Two mini Haners running around the house, making disaster, screaming, playing. I can't wait.