Bullying goes on and on
You go home with a ton
Of bruises on your arm
Think about the harm
They have caused you
Do they hurt other kids too
I can't be the only one
I think I'm finally done
If I am
Then
A knife sits on my shelf
A voice tells me to grab it and cut myself
I would never do that
Not because of those spoiled brats
The sun comes up
I feel like I'll erupt
With different feelings
While staring at the bruise on my arm that's slowly healing
Today is Monday
Oh how I wished it was Saturday
I've had enough of this pain
Clouds cover the sky as it slowly starts to rain
I grab my book bag and on my way
I wonder what's in store today
Before I went
I grabbed a knife that is slightly bent
As I walk
I hear other people laugh and talk
I wish I could too
But they always say to me who would talk to you
The building approaches
As I watch a line of baby roaches
The bullies are in their usual group smoking dope
And for me there's no one there to tell me that there is still hope
I've given up now
But what want to know is how
And what do they gain
From all my horrible pain
The cheerleading captain notices me
And she is most likely
The one I hate the most
Why she is even the host
It started with a slap to the face
Oh how I wish the would just be erased
I never wanna see them again
Then her boyfriend clears his throat and says ahem
I knew the beating was near
Then it came and was here
A punch to the nose
I hate those filthy hoes
I may have said
Those woes aloud cause then I felt the blood dripping from my head
How dare you say
That to me cause you should have learned your lesson even to this day
Finally I decide to reach for my book bag
Out of nowhere I swing it at her as she falls to the floor like a worthless old rag
That earned a bunch of screams
As the sun comes out and upon me it beams
The girl gets up covered in red
A smile begins to spread
On my broken face
And I ignore all the shocked gazes
Her fist heads toward me
By this time the teacher has arrived as they could see
All the horror this girl caused
Then she sorta paused
She smiles sweetly
Dressed up so neatly
Then they to me they glare
Hey this girl has had her fair share
I did nothing
Like they would believe she did something
She bursts into fake tears
And it burns my bloody ears
How can she lie
Just like a passing fly
And they buy everything about her
Yeah right she didn't do anything sure
So again I get in trouble
As a bubble
In my stomach is about to explode
I've never told
Anyone that I
That kid you call weak and shy
Had a bad secret
I wonder how long I can keep it
Recess comes and they head toward me
Then I reach in my book bag and grab something
I pull the trigger
As they fall like dirty litter
I toss the gun
Back into my bag and run
Leaving them dead
In a puddle of red
I don't feel bad
Why I'm not even mad
I'll be wanted by the FBI
Well I might as well die
Now I have one more thing to do
I grab my gun and shoot me too
