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Mistake

   TOM POV
I waited in the castle specifically my bedroom then I heard her downstairs. I had downed another bottle so remembering why I called her was hazy she then stepped into my room wearing her hoodie as a dress. "Reeks of alcohol. Did demon get sad and drown himself in booze?" She laughed as she took of the hoodie and revealed lingerie. If it was a year ago I would have been happy to see but now I just feel disgusted but I still give her my bedroom eyes.

  I just want to be numb. I thought

"Getting all dolled up for your ex?" I smirk as she gets on the bed and I grab her waist setting her on my lap. "Considering Marco is gonna be a bitch with depression for awhile might as well satisfy myself here, the only thing I miss about you is what's under your pants" she says seductively as she starts unbuttoning my white shirt stained with wine. I was pissed off  for what she said about Marco but I was drunk I didn't know how to be mad without killing her so I just was thinking with my member who was much more excited if star was Marco. Right then and there I took her waist. As small and delicate as I remember. "Let's not talk. We never talked much when we did this anyways" I say as I start kissing harshly.

Our voices mix together in pleasure. Even if it wasn't good pleasure. As soon as it was over I sobered up feeling horrible and disgusting. I did that to Marco, even thought we had just broken up. Sleeping up with his most likely future girlfriend is just low even for me. Star was trying to for another round but I couldn't even look at her  "No, you have to leave now" I said sternly as she laughed. "Aww is Tom having regrets?" She says trying to hug me as I push her off the bed "I SAID LEAVE" I yelled as my eyes and my hair started getting flames. I saw star look scared at me as she picked up her clothes and left the castle

After she left I ordered them to burn the room completely. I couldn't even look at the room without guilt or disgust. I headed to the guest room and later down opening my phone and,I looked at Marco in my phone I wanted to talk to him but I lost that when the phone call was over.
"Marco I miss you so much. Please just come back to me" I said to my ceiling as I fall asleep right where I was phone in hand last memory being Marco as I had a strange dream
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I'm back!! I really need to get better. I will never permanently stop the story I just get unmotivated and stressed. I hope you like the chapter and next one will be our sooner than you think! I love you guys so comment and vote I promise it helps