🥀🥀MY SPECIAL LOVE🥀🥀and🥀🥀HER SECRET ADMIRER🥀🥀

CHAPTER -11

Vansh pov continuation

I break the hug she looked at me with confused face..i knew...

"Riddhu am going to tell something that u didn't expect from me...i know u r confused at my behaviour....u know riddhu u r my first love...."

Her eye widened.....

"I always loved u still i love u from mt bottom of my heart...i know o behaved like a jerk...u always behave normal with others not with me....u didn't spare a single glance..i always get frustrated...u knew riddhu for marrying u i choose to became  a scientist..for ur attention i joined in extra caricular activities..everything for u just for u..i don't like when u play with others thats why i came there for play with u....when we are in college just for seeing u i took classes....but u thought i hate u..no its nothing like that but u know me na am an egoistic guy...i thought when i become topper u will come after me but every girls proposed me even ready to tie knote with me but u don't come.....i too get angry the person i love from my childhood didn't pay attention too me...i always scolded u taunted u when u get less mark than me because i thought when i do this u will study more harder and get good result....and when that farewell day i saw ur performance....i again again fall in love with u so i decide to keep my ego one side and propose u...even i bring roses for u but i saw that arjun slides the ring on ur hand..my whole dreams get shattered..........then u clashed with me..my whole sadness,frustration, hurt,everything i poured in u...i swear on u i didn't told those words by my own...i always imagined u as mine...i will spend my life with u but when u saw he sliding the ring and he is telling u the things from first time he saw u....i again get hurt i thought am not perfect for u..but my heart can't accept it...then u started bunk my classes i get more irritated....and sad...how can i forget my first love easily that too i love her from years....

Then i set my goal as i will marry u...no one can separate as...

By using fake accounts i send u request but u didn't accept it....u are not a person who changes passwords time to time.....so i calculate what could be ur password and my conception is right same password is used in every id of urs...i used to stalk u..i didn't find any pics with that stupid arjun....then i indirectly asked him....arjun what are ur plans...

Nothing much,i loved riddhima ur family friend but she rejected me...she threw my ring...so now going with this job..

The sentence when he finished then i get my oxygen...i can breath...

Then i always tried to talk with u call..u...but u ignored me but i get to knew every details from ur social media accounts...of past 3 years

Even Once i came to ur office u were in meeting...i asked about u to everyone..am afraid that do u have any boy freind but no...i felt relived..i always called nayana for ur whereabouts...

Everyone said good about u am happy for u...my parents knew about my love for u..so i asked my parents were happy about it and willingly said yes....then they asked ur father about our marriage as a good and obedient boy and every parents in our society is ready to marry there daughter to me.....as his dream also get fulfilled by marrying his daughter to a scientist...he happily said yes..then same goes with ur mother..

Am waiting for ur call by crossing my fingers..the words hurts me..u said but i ignored it....on our marriage am the mist happiest person in the world....i promised ur papa thar i will always there for u....it comes from my heart...i alwyas loved u still love u i can't think a life without u....

After marriage ur behaviour get changed u started talk with me normally..i thought u did just to show my parents..when  i get the joining letter am feeling pain that i need to leave u..  And u r happy with it this made me angry thats why i get angry on...i didn't fake anything in my love i always did what i felt at the right moment....even i made the accident so i can spend time withu.."

Slap...........

My cheeks burn...

RIDDHIMA SLAPPED ME...YES SHE SLAPPED ME AND I DESERVED IT.....

SHE IS CRYING..SHE HAVE NO EXPRESSION...IN HER FACE....SHE IS JUST LOOKING OTHER DIRECTION......

I WIPPED HER TEARS.....

SORRY RIDDHU U CAN SLAPP ME MORE...BUT DON'T LEAVE ME.....

She didn't utter a word so i continued.

"Am sorry for behaving like a jerk when i get to know u r ready to resign ur job just for me...i felt angry upon myself...tell me how can i deatroy ur career just for taking vare of me thats why i yelled at ummm...i can 't ignore ur career...if u stand with me u will spoil it by my name which i can't allow that 's why i behaved like that.......u r my love i can't see ur future spoil infront of my eyes never ever......before i came to house i went to ur office there i saw that arjun..all past rushes..i suddenly leave from there and booked our honeymoon tickets and planned our honeymoon in ur dream place...when i saw that monkey's phn number on ur phn i get enraged and my insecurities because am i good for u riddhima....this question arised  inside me.....thats why i held ur shoulder....sorry....for everything....when i came here i decided to tell u everything and sort out everything then we can start our new life....."

I finished still she didn't utter a single word keep staring at  me with teary eyes it pricked my heart.........

Her eyes didn't show any emotions....

I felt scared...

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