sweet home

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02/10/2021

I am moving to New York City.

My mom told me a week ago that she got a job in New York City. I'm not really happy, because I've lived in this house since I was born. It is the place were I grew up. And when my dad was still here.

I was 7 when my dad died. we were on the way to Italy together. My father rode the car. My parents argued about money problems but they fought alot about it so it was normal for me. But my father lost control because my mom didn't stop yelling at him. He no longer had control over the steering wheel, and we ran into another car.

Everything went black before my eyes all i heard was my mother yelling my name. Then everything just went quiet and dark. It felt like I was not in my own body anymore...

When I woke up I saw my mother lying next to me a sleep, she was holding my hand. I didn't know what to do, what happend. I felt lost in my own mind.

"Mom..."I said in a quiet voice.
Quietly she woke up. "Y/n! You're awake are you okay!"she said in a worried voice. "I think I am fine..." I said because I didn't know how I felt because I was only thinking about my father, where was he, is he okay?! "Mom where's dad?" When I looked in her I eyes, the only emotion I saw was guilt. She felt guilty, and that's when I knew what was going on.

He is dead.

Some People think it is my mothers fault, she also thinks it is her fault. She felt guilt and after that day it never went away. The best day of my life turned into the worst day of my life.

So now you know my first and biggest reason why I don't want to leave, it is my home. I don't want to start over certainly not without my best friend and father.

"Noah!" I shouted, I realised that Noah lived in New York City. I don't want to see Noah he left me and he never came back for me! He is probably to busy with all his fans. "Y/n!" I hear somebody shouting, in a second I snap back to reality. "I will be their in a minute."

~a few minutes later~

My mom was ready to leave, but I felt stuck. I didn't want to step into the car because when I do it means goodbye. But I have no choice so I think this is goodbye.
My mother starts to drive away and I can see the house disappearing behind the trees. A tear slides down my cheek as I look out the window.

Let's hope I can feel at home in...

Let's hope I can feel at home in

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