When i was your girl

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My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, oh
And that haunts me every time I close my eyes

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- Karina I have nothing with Jake

- How not, I saw you almost kissing him

- Do you really think I would kiss someone else when I'm dating you?

- I don't know

- Karina stop being like that, don't you trust me?

- I trust you, but not him

- Shit Karina, not even male friends I can have that is unfair

- For me you can have as many friends as you want, but not do what you almost did with Jake

- For the last time, I DIDN'T KISS JAKE, WAKE UP KARINA

- YOU DON'T SPEAK LOUD TO ME. -I yelled and she looked at me angrily.

- Why do you have to be so jealous?

- Because I see people with ulterior motives looking at you

- I can't have a healthy relationship when one of us is extremely jealous and won't let me have friends.

- I already said you can have it, but it will depend

- Depending on what? do you rule me? am I your property?

- Not in that sense, but by feelings you are my property. -I spoke and she looked deep into my eyes. -Winter I just don't want you to leave me for someone else, I know I'm not enough, but I swear I do everything to be what you want

- But I don't need that Karina, your trust is enough for me to continue loving you, because if you don't trust how can I love you?

- Loving, I know you're jealous too and I still don't care for women who want me

- Me either Karina, and I'm not interested in other people either because I have you. -She said and I lowered my head. -Stop being so possessive, I love you

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- I'm not good enough

- What do you mean Winter, you're the best student in the class

- If I were I wouldn't be so insecure with this exam. -She spoke and lowered her head. -I will not be able to

- Yes you will, and I will always be on your side supporting you. -I spoke and kissed her cheek. -I know you can

- I'm not so sure, this is the last exam for me to pass

- Mine too and yet I'm not nervous

- Because you're capable and I can't

- Don't say that again. -I spoke and grabbed her chin making her look at me. -I love you

- Love you too

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- KARINA, KARINA I DID IT. -I heard Winnter's screams and got up. -LOVE I GOT TO PASS

- YEA. -I spoke excited and she jumped in my arms.

I twirled her in midair and then kissed her.

- I knew you could

- The teacher told me that and my grade was delivered late because she and the principal were talking to you know who?

- With who?

- PARK JIHYO, MY INSPIRATION LOVE

- OH MY GOD. -I spoke excitedly and she started jumping up and down excitedly.

-I'll be her apprentice, and she'll teach me everything she knows about writing

- My god this is amazing

- I know, I'm so happy. -She spoke and I smiled looking at her.

It was her dream to meet her favorite writer, and thanks to Jihyo she devoted herself a lot to literature.

- I can't believe it

- How did the teacher and the director talk to Park Jihyo?

- They liked my story so much that they published it in the newspaper, and apparently Park Jihyo read it and went to talk to them

- Your dream is almost coming true

- Yes. - She said and gave me a kiss. -You'll be the first to receive my autograph. -She said and I laughed.

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