Poems & My Thoughts

What's Love?

What’s love? What’s heartbreak? What’s pain? Hmm love? I guess love is being able to give your all to someone and trusting them to do the same for you. I guess love is giving your heart to someone and trusting them with it. Love is being there for someone all the time through thick and thin, no matter the circumstances. Love is allowing someone to see you at your best and your worst and trusting them to not judge you. Love is being able to talk to someone like they’re your best friend, diary, everything. Being there for someone no matter who comes around and not allowing anyone or anything to come in between what you two share. Me telling you what love is can go on and on. Heartbreak and pain? Putting your all into someone for them to give you nothing back in return. Not even anything materialistic but just them not loving you back or having you feel like you’re putting in all the effort. Them not caring the whole time they told you they did. Them treating you like your feelings and emotions don’t even matter. Them having you feel like your presence is no longer important to them. Feeling pain and heartbreak is so upsetting. That’s like someone stabbing you and for the sharp pain to be there for the longest and it taking awhile to heal. Remember, that sharp may heal but it will always hurt. Or you not wanting to eat, live life, nothing that involves what we call “happiness”. 

           Let me ask you this, what person in this world wants to feel anything but happiness? We all want to be loved, we all want to be happy, we all want to be able to trust someone no matter what the relationship consists of. Everyday I’m sure, people ask this question all the time or everytime they’re hurting: Why do we hurt? Do you have an answer to that? I wish I did. No one wants to be in their home or anywhere wondering why they aren’t good enough for someone else. No one wants to waste their time questioning themselves wondering what they did wrong. Everyone has or had this feeling no matter how tough we try to be. The only reason  why we claim we’re cold-hearted, claim we have no feelings or whatever we say we are is because of what we’ve been through. One bad relationship can change a person’s mindset and them completely.