Hi, Im Kaylee Schnieder. I have just turned seventeen. I have dyed blue hair and blue eyes. Im about 5'6. I live with my dad and lets just say our relationship isn't that good. My bestfriend is Lizzie Willams. She has brown hair and blue eyes, shes 5'3.
My phone started beeping from the other side of the room. I dragged my feet along the carpet and picked up my phone. One new message.
From: Liz
Big surprise meet me at the park?xx
I quickly texted back saying i would be there in five. I walked over to my wardrobe and put some shorts on. I grabbed my hot chelle rae top and put it on. I sneaked down the stairs careful not to wake my drunken father. My mum had died when i was 12 and the last thing i promised her is that, no matter how bad he gets that i will be there for him. He wasn't the nicest father in the neighbour hood. He got drunk all the time, then he would hurt me telling me i'm 'pathetic, useless, ugly, not worthy of love.' I tuned all those words out but they still hurt me. I made it out the door without waking him up. It was quite warm outside, so i had my Glamour Kills black sunglasses on.
I made it to the park and saw Lizzie's brown hair. "Kaylee!" She screamed and ran over to me, tackling me to the floor. "Hey Liz" I got up and brushed the grass of my shorts. "One thing you have to promise me before i give you your surprise! You won't say no! You have to go!" She squealed. "I promise" I put my pinky out and shook it with hers. "You are going to see Hot Chelle Rae! And meet them backstage!" She screamed at me. "What? Thank you!" I hugged her hard. "Its in two days time, i'll pick you up at two-ish!" She grinned and i couldn't hep but grin back. "I love you Lizzie Willams!" I hugged her. " I love you too Kayle Schnieder!" We sat on the swings for an hour or two until Lizzie had to go. "I'll see you later!" She shouted as she ran to her house. I walked home with my headphones in. Keep You With Me by Hot Chelle Rae came on. I was so excitied to see them.
Hot Chelle Rae had saved my life a number of times. There have been times when i have wanted to kill myself but their music has always saved me. Forever Unstoppable will always be one of my favourite songs. Ryan has always been my favourite member because i have always felt more connected to him.
I arrivied home at five to four, dad normally wakes up around four. I quietly ran up to my room and locked the door. I was doing my homework when my dad knocked on the door. "Open up ugly!" He shouted, angrily. I quickly jumped up and opened the door. "Why the fuck was the door locked?"He pushed me back, causing me to stumble and hit the wall. ""I asked you a question dumbo!" He slapped me across the face. "I was doing my homework" I stuttered. He shook his head in disgust then walked out. I ran to my bathroom which was attached to my bedroom and looked at my face. My right cheek was red raw and it stung like hell. I kept telling myself not to do anything i would regret but of course i always did. I found my razor on the window ledge and picked it up. I stared at it, thinking about if i should do it or not. The next thing i know, the razor has made a connection to my wrists. Three cuts on my right wrist for not being good enough, for being a dissapointment and for being ugly.Two on my left wrist for being a waste of space and for not being intelligent.
I cleaned my wrists and sat on my bed. I didn't dare go downstairs until i knew my dad was either in his room asleep or out. "I'm going out bitch!" He shouted from downstairs. I looked at the time 5:30pm, he normally went out to the local pub around this time. I heard the loud bang of the front door shutting and i ran downstairs. I was going to grab some food then put it in my room so i wouldn't have to see my dad tonight. After i got some food i ran upstairs to my room.
I was scrolling through Tumblr reblogging pictures of Hot Chelle Rae when i heard the front door open and slam close. I guess he was back. I checked the time, it was 12:43. I shut down my laptop and climed into bed. I dreamed of seeing hot chelle rae.
I woke up the next morning around ten am. I decided to text Lizzie to see if she would come in to town. I live in Nashville. My mum attended Nashville College where she met my father. Lizzie text back saying she would meet me in town. Me and Lizzie have been friends since kindergarden, she asked to look at my pokemon cards and ever since then we have been bestfriends. I quickly got changed into some black skinny jeans and a top that said Boner. It was from the clothing line Jagk, Glamour Kills. I pulled my hair into a messy bun and grabbed my bag. I heard my dad snoring from his room so i didn't say bye.
I met Lizzie in Starbucks. I ordered my usual hot chocolate with cream and marshmellows. I joined Lizzie in the back booth. "So i was thinking i could wear a black hot chelle rae top and skinny jeans with some wedges?" She asked for my approval. "Lizzie, you have a perfect figure, you can pull of anything!" I told her. I was telling the truth, she was thin. I always envied her and her looks, she never had a spot at all. "I'm not but thankyou princess!" She smiled at me. "Im wearing jeans and a hot chelle rae top with some cream wedges" I asked her for approval. "You will look fabulous!" She shouted the word fabulous causing people to look at us, we just laughed.
I spent the whole day with Lizzie, we talked about how we were going to see Hot Chelle Rae tomorrow. I arrived home at six pm. "Were have you been?" My dad demanded when i walked in. "I went out with Lizzie, you were asleep and i didn't want to wake you" I looked down at my feet. "Well you should atleast left me a not you bitch." He stank of vodka. "Sorry" I mumbled and ran up to my bedroom. Atleast tomorrow i would be with my bestfriend seeing my favourite band.
