Lover boy (Aaron hotchner x reader)

The days of old...

"Arron Hotchner you are the best and worst thing that could've ever happened to me"

Today was my first day working at the BAU and nervous was an understatement.
I got barely to no sleep last night tossing and turning thinking about how today was going to go.

I finally got the energy to roll out of bed and get ready. I walked into the bathroom and shedded the oversized t-shirt I wore to bed last night. As soon as i stepped into the steaming hot water my whole body relaxed instantly making me sleepy again. I washed my hair last night so there was no need for it this morning but i did wash my body with my lavender vanilla body wash.

I hopped out and wrapped my favorite towel around me (yes I have a favorite) and walked into my closet. After looking through all my clothes i settled on a deep red button down with black slacks and black heels. Once i got dressed i did my hair in curls and light makeup before i headed to the kitchen to make myself a cup of coffee because boy did i need it.

I checked the time and saw i needed to leave because being late on your first day isn't the best first impression. So i left my apartment and hopped into my red mustang and took off.

When I arrived at the FBI headquarters there where a few other arriving so that made me feel a bit better. Once i found a parking space i walked to the doors and scanned my badge, luckily for me, someone had just got on the elevator so they let me in. I didn't notice who he was because i was to busy texting my sister about what was happening.

The tall man was heading to the 6th floor just like me so i was going to speak to him because he surly knew what he was doing. "So you work for the BAU i see?" you said slightly laughing. The man then turned his head to see you and who he was was definitely not who you expected him to be. "Aaron?" you said not thinking twice "y-you work here?" you spat out not knowing how to react.

"I- Uh yeah i do? and in fact im your boss y/n." he said sternly instantly you had flashbacks from the night you and him had shared many years ago

"Aaron let me go! Stop it" you yelled trying to escape his grasp and him tickling you didn't help "not until you say please!" he said laughing "please!" "ok ok there" he stopped tickling you and sat you on his lap "y/n you are so beautiful. did you know that?" he said his face soft and love filled his eyes "thank you, i never really thought of myself as 'beautiful' but if you say so" you said looking into his eyes. He then did something you would never forget. he kissed you. softly and full of passion.

But thar kiss didn't stop him from leaving you to an empty bed the next morning, he had ghosted you and left a note that read

"dear y/n,
I cant do it. I cant do this. We are over. There is no us anymore. I really thought i was ready but i second guessed myself this time and didn't go with my gut that was telling me it wont work. I'm so sorry for wasting your time like this and i'm sure you feel beyond used but i promise i didn't mean to hurt you this way and i hope you understand.

A.H
And when you knew who this man was. you where dreading taking the job. you where dreading even talking to him nonetheless him being your actual boss.

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Ahhhh! well that's chapter 1! I really hope you all enjoy it. we learned a bit about y/n and Hotch's past life with one another and it didn't go so well!