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Error's P.O.V
I was so nervous about doing this but, everything turned out amazingly. My soul was beating quickly during the question as it had gone through so many emotional issues that it had made a metaphorical hard shell around  making recovery difficult. It has broken a bit with My brother and Ink's help so my urge to end it all has become nonexisitent and  i've been happier.

The 'family' I knew had all been locked away and given life in prison. My brother is now my protector and guardian. Ink is my boyfriend and toriel is like a adoptive mom that actually cares. I haven't been hungry at all as I get filling meals and school is going better sense its online. I do occasionally have relapses of bad memories but, they have become less frequent.

Everything was going great and I was happy to feel normal for once and despite my fear of touch I hugged Ink as he didn't seem to trigger it as he enjoyed the hugs knowing he likely wouldn't be stabbed or tricked by him. Ink's past caretaker was happy for us and got us matching lanyards saying 'have positivity' on them. Neither wanted to be away from the other unless needed. They have both gone through their heats which were a rough couple days but, at least they were smart about keeping their distance from each other as they both weren't old enough to help the other.

Me and ink were doing pretty well and our dogs were happy they were safe. My papyrus had gotten a upgraded job and he seems really happy. All in all I couldn't complain my soul is still pretty cracked but it was healing overtime from the affection and care given maybe I could fully repair my soul. That would be amazing as the pain would cease. I'm ready for this new start and want to put my past behind me.

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