Letters to My Crush

7.

Gulf's pov:

Opening up my self through letters seemed easy but at the same time confusing as well. After writing each letters I always urge to know his side and his reactions like it's a regular conversation. But i know it's not possible. Not any time soon.

And that thoughts always gave me sleepless nights.

After giving my 4th letter to the postman in the hospital address I felt really nervous. I was afraid if he would take the meaning of the letter negatively. I don't wanted to picturise myself as an immatured teenager who would easily breakup. But at the same time I don't want to keep any secrets from him. If this relation happens by any chance, I wanted it to be very pure...........

and innocent.

My mom taught me how to cook. She is my secret keeper and my best friend. I came out to my family when I was 15 and that was the biggest decision that I have ever made. But I am very much thankful to have a family who would accept my sexuality and gender preferences. And afterwards she became the keeper of my secrets and my dad became my protector from the society.
God I just love them and I am happy for having them in my life and I can't wait to share their love with him.

When I said to my mother about my Nurse boy, she first laughed it out. But when she knew how persistent I am, she began to give me ideas and a push to go with the flow. And she is the reason why I began to cook recipes for my little working boy.

One day she said that "if you are gonna approach a MAN, it would be better to gift them with necessary things rather than classic gifts and souvenirs, why don't you try filling up his tummy with something to nourish him, he will be happy to have something good and tasty after a tiresome day of work"

"You sure are a hell of a clever queen my mom" i said and I loved her more.

And that's how I ended up making him foods.

Letter 5:

Hey Nurse boy!!

Missed me !!

I know it's too soon to ask that ..hehe ..

Today I will tell you about how I found out about your details like your name, where you work ....I even know where your home is at . Don't think of me as a creepy stalker, 'cause this is how it works right.

As I said, it took me 28 days to confirm that you are my strong crush;p ..I am blushing right now...it's weird,it's stupid...but it's true... I am so happy that you are not seeing my face right now...God!!!...

So after about 17 days from the day I met you for the first time, I got really impatient. I lost interest in my classes. Your thoughts were making me loosing my mind, my consciousness. I thought I would go insane. I really wanted to see you more.

And that's when I decided to follow you.

That day I too stepped out at your same stop. I missed my college that day. You were wearing a light green half sleve shirt and brown pants. It looked really good on you and then....then I followed you. When you entered the hospital i thought you were ill and that thought itself made me sad and when I saw you carrying a sthethescope I thought you were a doctor ..hehe... but when you finally changed into your regular uniform, I knew you were a nurse. I was surprised. Boy!!! I fell for you again.

And from there I got to learn more about you. When the head nurse called out for you....I heard your name for the first time.

"Mew"

A sweet name.

And when you smiled politely at her, I wished it was for me. But I was far hidden the hospital crowd for you to see me.

" Mew, will you ever smile at me like that...a smile full of cheerfulness and energy. I wish you will...one day"

Before I end today's letter I wanted to say one more thing. I really wish to give you something other than letters, will you accept it??

I will ask someone to drop it by somewhere near your bus stop tomorrow and I promise you that you won't be disappointed.

Please don't hesitate to take it, just think of it as a gift from a distant friend and nothing more.

Mew, let me take care of you!!

Yours,

HE who loves you :)

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A/N : sorry for the late update.

So what do you think Gulf would make for his crush??

Any guess or suggestions for a heartwhelming recipe??...

Vote and comment...love you