May 15 XXXX
Mama the nightmares they're getting worse. I don't know what to do or say. Everytime I sleep I've always seen anyone that I care and love will die hundred times.
I can't do anything to stop it Mama. I saw bloods, I heard them yelling in pain, I saw them getting torture to death and I can't do anything about it.
I'm scared Mama.. is that what gonna happen to everyone I care?
I only sleep if I take three sleeping pills but I always wake up not wanting to move or do anything Mama and I make Tsukauchi worried so he insisted that I need help of an therapist so that I can assess my emotions and help me to feel better but Mama the therapist he wasn't nice at me.
He put the blamed on me. He always make sure that I am the reason why you died. I've known that Mama and I can't forgive myself about that.
Mama, my therapist is your half brother and he always makes my session with him worst. He would always tell your life experiences and then blamed me again.
He was mad at me Mama. He even said that it is better if I was the one died not you. I think about that too Mama. You are love by others Mama and you're way more better than me.
Why did it have to be you Mama? Why it can be me that die that day? It is unfair Mama because why did you have to leave me?
Mama the therapist use his quirk on me. His quirk is called Pain and I'm scared. It was like a curse Mama and it can't be reverse.
He explained how his quirk worked. He said that everytime I use my quirk I will feel pain and my life will be shortened.
I kinda hate and like him at the same time Mama because of his quirk.
Soon Mama I'll see you again. I love you.
Izu
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