Our Secret [ Carrie X Flynn, Jatp fanfic ]

Fit in

Carrie POV:
Ive always felt like i had one goal in life, and that's to fit in. You see, you might think i have everything id wanted. Im the daughter of a great singer, rich, good-looking and popular..
But there's something ive never told anyone but my dad. Im trans. I was born a boy but i never really felt like one. I was never interested in boy stuff, and i just felt like i was born in the wrong body.
As i grew up, i did some research about it and as fast as i knew i was trans, i told my dad.
He was suprised at first, but as soon as he saw me crying, he hugged me tightly. He didnt know much about it but he promised to help and support me through it all.

I started taking estrogen shots to get more feminine feautures, had some operations and bought girl clothes.

I became friends with two girls named Julie and Flynn, but as you can tell from watching Jatp, were enemies now..
... but this isnt about them! Im obviously better without them..!

Now look at me!
Im obviously the prettiest in this school🙄

A year back when Julie and Flynn left me, i decided to find new ones.
I wanted to belong, yknow?
I spotted some girls, took a deep breath and walked confidently towards them.
"Hey girlies, wanna be friends?" I said, smiling.
They nodded, and from then we became so close. Everything was perfect! They just could never know about my secret...
I finally felt like i belonged somewhere, like someone saw me as a girl and nothing else.

As time passed, we became probably the most popular girlgroup at school.
Everyone looked up to me! Many wished to be like me..even if they didnt know my background. It was wonderful. I felt so confident 😼

One day i got the greatest idea!
Me and my girls could assemble an group!
As soon as i came to school i ran up to the girls and told them. "Hey, why dont we make a group that sings and dances? Ill be the lead singer, obviously" i said. The girls got excited and began planning out.
We came up with the name Dirty Candy! Were sweet but dirty, yknow ;)

We all agreed that i should be the lead singer, and them in the background. It seems like nothing special, but being on the front really boosted my confidence.
It made me feel like a real girl, like i really fit in!

But anyways, fast forward to Julie's last chance to prove herself. Haha! It was hilarious to look at her trembling face as she just sat there and did nothing!
Pathetic! I wouldve done much better.
So yeah, she lost her chance and became even more of an loser than before!
But no time for that, right after was my performance. Me and my girls had practiced and came up with a song (that really fit myself). Its called "Wow" :D

When everyone was settled down, i became a lil nervous. But i know the performance will be great. I obviously didnt show my fear. I never do. Its a hint of weakness.. Thats why i hide my true emotions inside. I act like i dont care, and that im confident.

*the music starts to play*

I begin singing, and we all danced perfectly. Everyone was excited and seemed to like it (of course🙄)
A little in to the song i saw Julie and Flynn walked in. They couldnt resist, could they? I turned my head and saw Flynn looking at me with an angry expression but somehow it seemed like there was more to it... My heart skipped a lil beat but i chose to ignore it.. (💗)

I finished and everyone began cheering! We went off the stage confidently.
The principal and teacher began talking a bit (booring *yawn*)

*time skip cuz Julie performed with her lil hologram band and everyone loved it, even my friend >:(*