Chapter 3

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Both teens only threw on a clean pair of Denki's underwear. And cuddled up in bed. Kat had his head on Denki's chest and eventually the electric quirk user broke the silence.
"Okay, so you're not trans? Gender fluid?" Kat swallowed hard. He knew they had to talk about it eventually.
"Eh. Yeah kinda I guess. And right now I'm not feeling very manly."
"Kat, talk to me."
"I'm just afraid of being me. I don't exactly have the most innocent looking body and I hit puberty pretty early. My mother's quirk is glycerin which is part of my explosion quirk but her quirk also keeps her skin flawless and looking young. I inherited a progressed version of that making me over all more sexually appealing. Everyone was so quick to call me a slut or a whore because of my body and I just didn't want to be me anymore. I wasn't always this aggressive and angry. I just learned I couldn't rely on anyone. I had to cut my hair after one of the other girls stuck gum in it because she thought I wanted her boyfriend. Even though I've never had any feelings for anyone. It was down passed my waist and I grew it out pretty much my whole life. It broke me. Shortly after I asked my parents to let me wear the guys uniform. At first they didn't understand but once I told them guys were constantly reaching under my skirt to smack or grab my ass in the hallway they agreed. And I was so comfortable hiding that I became my disguise. And I've always been more comfortable in my body being a guy. I've felt more like myself. I didn't have to work as hard to be heard. I could be me without being called a bitch. I'm intimidating and powerful. But now it's different. I want to be both. And high school is so much different. All these other girls are just as well...developed...as I am...and I've been around the other guys when you all talk about the females. The stuff they say behind their backs is so much more innocent than some of the stuff that's been said to my face in the past. Sexual harassment has made me afraid of being this side me and I miss being me sometimes but I definitely wouldn't choose one label over the other. I love being Katsuki but I also miss being the gender i was born as. I guess I never really thought about it too much but yeah I guess I'm gender fluid."
"Well why not tell the class and be yourself again babe? If you want to be Katsuki then go for it but if you feel like you're not feeling like him that day then don't."
"What if they hate me for lying? Or what if they feel bad for me for what happened? I don't need any extras feeling sorry for me."
"Kat, that's not lying. You are both of them and the only one who needs to understand that is you. But you shouldn't have to hide who you are. Who cares about their opinion?"
"Not me. And you fucking know that." Denki hummed. Fighting with Kat was a dead end. "I guess I could tell them. But not yet."
"Okay baby girl, whenever you're ready." Kat hide her face with the blanket but the red in her ears gave away her blush.
"Baby girl?"
"No good?"
"It's okay... I kind of like it actually" She kissed denki passionately. The other teen kissed back. As their kiss slowly intensified their hands began to wander. Kat felt up and down Denki's back muscles as the other ran his hands up and down her sides. He slowly walked his fingers down Kat's collar bone and slowly slid toward her breast. He hesitated stopping over Kats heart, feeling how rapidly it was beating. He pulled away from their kiss. "Are you nervous? I wasn't going to touch you without asking, but I chickened out before even getting that far."
"I-I want... I want you too... Denki, you are the only person I have ever let get close to me and I want to give you everything I have. Before when you... well you're the only person to ever touch me like that at all. Including myself, I never...fuck, I never even had any sexual thoughts before you came around. I never even been kissed before we started dating."
"Wait. Woah Kat, you never told me that. I would of made it more special atleast."
"No, stop that. It was special. You're special to me Denks. And I want to well...be even more intimate with you."
"Wait, you mean?"
"We don't have to if you don't want-"
"Kat, I didn't say that...Fuck...I absolutely want to but I don't want you to feel like you have to because of me. How about we just play things out and we just let it happen when it happens, no pre-planning? Or we could plan a night away from here and give ourselves some privacy? Whichever you want love."
"Let's plan a night out monthly and reserve a hotel and if we're ready then we're ready, if not we get to cuddle in a king sized bed all night until check out."
"Sounds like a plan. I'm tired, can we take a nap?"
"Sure, you dork."

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