As i lay in the bath, the bubbles soothing the damage thats been done. My phone buzzes, at first i think it's my friend maybe, maybe my mom. But no. ITS HIM. he texted me, i open my phone with wide eyes as his text reads " can i come over tonight?- A" of course you fucking can, i obviously don't say that. " what time? i've fucking missed you " his response is short but so attractive, i can feel the burning sensation take over, yet again. " 9, i fucking missed you, i'll make sure you know that ". My God. My stomach churns and butterflies begin to linger as i prepare myself practically for a hysterectomy.
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Here we go yet again. Just as i knew. I truely believed though i would never see this man ever again, my conscience proved wrong, as i am now lined up for destruction again. i carefully shave my legs and other parts of my body slowly draping the sud filled water upon my hair. I know that's how he likes it, soft but not too soft, just so it's the perfect grip. I get out of the bathtub and move to the kitchen where i place ice cubes in a hand towel and place it on pain he consummated. It brings great relief, i just hope it's enough. i have minimal time.
i'm relieved he's coming back, i'm joyed. i'm just scared. I'm in pain, but even if it hurts more. Its worth it, it's worth his moans in my ears & it's absolutely worth his tongue touching my nipple. Iced water drips down my legs as i await his arrival. Two more hours i say to myself, i go into my room and slip on my red lingerie set, satin, with lace surrounding it. I look in the mirror to see his teeth marks at my neck from the other night and sigh, not out of sadness or anger but out of relief. Relief that he will be here soon, his strong hands hugging me as he fucks me. His tongue manipulating mine as he fucks my mouth.
