She's my secret | jori

Maybe for the best?

TORI POV

I woke up in the middle of the night crying about what happened.

I love my mom why would she do this? Shouldn't she support me anyways...? I got up out of my bed and walk downstairs to find my mom asleep on the couch. I sigh sitting by her and waking her up"What tori?" My mom Holly asks disgusted and annoyed.

"I love you mom do you love me?" I ask her. "NO, you like girls tori it's a sin," She tells me sitting up. I look down upset.

She's my mom she's supposed to love me unconditionally. "I'll be straight...." I whisper suggesting it. My mom's face lights up with joy she hugs me tightly and kisses my head repeatedly. "Good job sweetheart it's not good to like the same gender and plus that Jade girl is a bad influence," My mom says softly.

NO, she isn't Jade isn't a bad influence she doesn't know her as I do. No one knows Jade when she's with me it's a whole different, calm, loving, caring person.

My mom checks the time "You should be getting ready for school soon I'll make breakfast" She smiles hugging me one last time.

I get up and go to the bathroom to freshen up. I wash my face, shower, brush my teeth, and do my hair. I couldn't hold it in anymore I break down crying and just sit on the cold bathroom floor.

I think about what I need to do and agree to it even if it means hurting Jade...

Thinking that thought made me cry more. "Tori! I need to use the bathroom!" Trina yells from the hallways.

"Yea yea one sec" I wipe my tears and wrap a towel around me then walk out to my room.

I get dressed wearing a light blue shirt and black pants with a black jacket.

I walk downstairs and slowly eat and drink the glass of juice by myself. I am trying so hard not to cry but I can't hurt jade she means so much to me.

After me and Trina, both finishing eating and we left the car ride was silent not like usual.

I arrive at school and walk straight to my locker.

Andre, Beck, Robbie, Cat, and Jade were just talking like usual at the lockers. Jade walks over and looks around and kisses my cheek.

"Hey, you i missed you," Jade says smiling at me.

"Hey uh we should talk...I'm not into girls it was just a one-time thing I'm sorry we should be friends right bud?" I ask her she looks at me with glossy eyes and runs into the janitor's closet.

Jade POV

WHAT?! No this can't be real. I bring my legs up to my chest and cry onto my pants. I love her she loves me what happened??

I couldn't even think straight. My eye makeup was ruined now. I hear the bell ring for class I cry more "First beck now tori no one loves me do they?" I ask myself.

After a few minutes, I walk into class with a cheek-stained face my eyes were puffy and red.

"Jade everything ok?" Sikowitz asks really concerned for me. I sniff"Yea I'm fine" I lie

"Great class go to your partners the plays will be held Friday" the class splits up and goes to their assigned partner. I close my eyes and feel a presence beside me "Jade I'm sorry " Tori whispers in my ear.

"Let's just get this play over with," I say opening my eyes and look at her she also looks like she had been crying.

Before I knew it I was being dragged by Vega out the classroom and to the janitor's closet.

Tori pulls me into a hug I try pushing her back but when did she get so strong?

"Jade I'm so so sorry I didn't want my mom to hate me I wanted her to love me and not think of me differently and that meant me being straight" Vega cries out falling on her knees hugging my stomach.

No Vega I'm supposed to be mad with you. I thought as I stroke her hair back and get on my knees to lift her head up and kiss her softly on the lips.

"No one and I mean no one can change the way we feel for each other not even your mom and I know you want her to love you the same way, but certain things can't be fixed after a situation like this no matter who says we can't be together we will no matter what" I kiss her again and wipe her tears away

"ok? I love you vega" Tori smiles at me "I love you Jade always and forever." I hug her tightly "No one can break up two people who fell in love at first sight," I say as Tori fell into my touch and hugs me back.

"Can we stay here forever?" Tori asks I laugh"No sweetheart we can't," I say to her. She frowns with heartfelt eyes"You called me sweetheart" She cries again this time I can tell they are good tears.

"Aww shhh it's ok " I smile and kiss her head as we just sit there looking at each other admiring the features of each other.

"We have to go back to class," I say tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.

"Yea we do," Tori says getting up so do i. We leave out the closet and walk to class everyone had their eyes on us we shrug it off and sit back down planning the play if it played out like we planned it would be an A+ automatically.

I smile staring at Vega she's so stunning."Stop staring your eyes are burning a hole through me " She laughs I look away and smile.

"Wanna eat lunch just the two of us?" Tori asks me not looking up from her planning notebook.

"Oh wow I'll be darned Tori Vega is asking me out," I say mimicking her voice.

"Maybe I am or we can just eat with the group like always," Tori says teasingly.

A/N: Will they go on a lunch date? This chapter was hard to write it was so sad

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