Secrets

look at me

His pale lifeless body laying desperately on the cold ballroom floor I slowly pulled the dagger from his chest and ran to the bathroom I just did that all these thoughts flooding to my head I'm going to get caught there's no going back what have I done I look at the mirror and look back down the blood dripping from the dagger down onto my hand all the good memories I had with him start flooding back in I feel a tear drop down from my eye and look up at the mirror stop being a sook amity it was bound to happen just let all the anger out next minute I was throwing shit around breaking the bathroom mirror and running into the forest with his body blood dripping all over the bottom of my dress I kneel on my knees and started to dig a whole I put his body in and go look for a dead animal carcus luckily I found a dead rabbit lying on the floor I pick it up and chuck it on the floor where I dug his body I grab my dagger and cut the bottom of my dress off I run back home and clean the dirt off of Me and change into a nice new dress "amity I'm home" I quickly chuck some make-up on to hide my teary face "coming mother" I run down the stairs gracefully trying not to faint "where's your father?" She questions "hmm I'm not sure he left at like 11.30 and said he'll be back.." she looks sort of happy "oh okay alright then are u ready for dinner were having some guests over" she looks at me "you forgot didn't u amity?" I look at the floor "yes.." I mumble shoot I forgot I was supposed to cook dinner "it's okay" she says "lucky I made a backup yesterday" I run up and give her a hug "run up to your room and get a new pretty dress on" I turn around "yes mother please call me when there here" "I will" she replies I run upstairs and chuck my body on my bed next minute I know I hear my mother's voice "quick amity there here" fuck I fell asleep I quickly chuck on a dress do my hair and fix my make-up and descend down the staircase like I'm entering a ball "and this is my daughter amity" I give a little curtsy "I'm very sorry if my husband does not make it today he is very busy" I look at the 2 men one old man about the same age as my mother and one young adult a tiny bit older than me he is very handsome I was staring at him for a long time before he pulled me aside and dragged me up the stairs my mother and his father walking into the kitchen he runs into my room and locks the door.. "look I know what you did" I stare at him in shock and manage to stutter out "w-what d-do yo-you me-mean" he looks at me and sees a tear drop from my face "hey hey don't stress I'm here to help I saw you carrying your fathers body into the forest" I drop to the floor and start balling my eyes out then I hear him say "don't worry like I said I'm here to help".