UNDESERVING

Chapter 32

I'm deeply sorry my dear readers...this school session isn't giving me a free time to write but I'm less loaded with school works today so I decided to give you guys an update..I really missed you guys comments❤️

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"My Queen he once again refused to give us permission into his room" a maid who held a tray of foods in her hands said worriedly to Gulf

"It's high time I go see him myself..this can't keep happening, he hasn't eaten for the past three days..I'll take it from here, help me also check if Gabby,Leo and Ava are doing alright in his room..I'll be back" saying so, Gulf took the tray of foods and headed towards Mew's room

Gulf reached Mew's door and knocked two times but was given no response from the person inside so he invited himself inside

Mew was sitting in an arm's chair looking outside his window into space, if there was someone in his room..he had no idea

"M-mew"....Gulf brokenly said, the man in front of him looked so broken

"Meww" still Gulf got no response rather the other person kept looking into space

Gulf then placed the tray of foods on a table and slowly approached Mew, he then lowered himself to the floor and gently held Mew's cheek while caressing it softly

Mew felt a touch on his cheeks and looked at the person...it was Gulf, he didn't know how to react to that

"G-gulf??..why are you here?" Mew dryly croaked out

"I-I brought you food..you haven't eaten since the past three days..I..I'm worried about you, please eat something" Gulf then went to bring the tray and placed it in front of the table in front of Mew

"Gulf I..I'm really not hungry, I..don't know what to do to myself, why are you here Gulf?? Don't you want to go away? Run away? I think it's best if you take Gabby and Ava? What am I even saying? Do you..do you think I'm a cursed child? I-I think I am..I really don't even know where to start from Gulf..I feel so suffocated..I feel pain, betrayal, regrets and and...." sounds of chocked tears were heard before Mew could finish whatever he wanted to say..the Almighty King Mew started crying so sorrowfully and painfully..many emotions were brewing inside of him

"Meww..please don't be like this" Gulf said still forcing himself to stand at a place and not hugging the life out of Mew..his love for Mew was seriously trying to break the hard wall he built all these years

"I can't Gulf..everyone hates me! I'm sure my mom does too, Heavens!! I treated you so badly Gulf,I tortured you so badly, I humiliated you in every possible way, I-I forced myself so cruelly on you..

"Mewww..please stop" Gulf said as tears fell from his eyes as past memories came back but Mew still didn't stop, his mind was going on a rampage

"I almost killed you and our daughter!..oh my God! What am I saying?? *laughs sorrowfully* Daughter?? I don't even deserve to call her my daughter, I made my son to hate me in every possible way. The woman I have always thought of as my mom killed my parents, almost killed my beloved son, she destroyed my family and my life...don't you see it Gulf?? I'm cursed..I'm so so sorry baby, I didn't know what I was doing..

I'm totally ashamed Gulf..my love wasn't even strong enough to fight against potions..but I swear to the Heavens with my life that I loved you Gulf..I still love you and I always will love you,I-I need you back Gulf, I want our family to be whole again, I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry baby, I'm sorry so sorry" Mew rambled on apologies