Scars

Chapter 4

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Draco's pov

"Draco", someone spoke. I turned my head towards the direction where the voice came. As I saw there Daphne and Pansy stood there.

"Pansy", I called her. "Can you take this book to your dorm and placed to Y/n bed. She nodded her head and quickly walked with Daphne to their dorm. "And Pansy be careful. It's Y/n favorite book". with this disappeared to girls dormitories.

I tuned back to Mattheo. How dare he touched that book. Only I can touch it and no one. That book was Y/n's. My Y/n. I was mad at the fact he touched it.

Y/n L/n. She's the shy girl. She's pureblood which I didn't care about it much. But still. I am happy about the fact. She was the only one, I was soft for her. she was different from rest of slytherin girls or Hogwarts students.

There are lot of things, I love about her. She's the only one for whom I got feelings. She's the only who I love. No matter how many time I do fuck other girls, but she continuously running in my mind. She's my drug and I'm fuckin addicted to her.

I still remember the day she first sort into the slytherin. Eyes full of fear. Apart of me wanted her to be in Slytherin. The day I laid my eyes on her, I want her to be mine and only mine. She was shy, kind, beautiful. I always wanted to talk to her. But never did. Until our Third year, When we got paired. That was the first time, her voice is like melodic, sweet as sugar.

I always see her from far. Admire her beauty. She was friends with everyone in the Hogwarts. No one hates her. Even the rest of the Slytherin doesn't mind about it, if she be-friends with other houses. Everyone in hogwarts love her.

The day of the Yule ball, I still regret that I didn't asked her. She was looking more beautiful, that green dress and her hairs in curls. She's looking breath-taking that day. She took my breath away whenever I saw her. She's totally angel.

Everyday I love her a little more than yesterday. She's damn gorgeous. What angered me more was, she came with a hufflepuff guy, whose name I didn't bother to know.

I feel rage inside me, as that hufflepuff touching her. After the Yule ball, I found that Hufflepuff guy and hexed him. No one, I repeat no one dare to touch her, beside Me.

I was the reason she cried that day, as her date was dumped her later in Yule ball night. Well, I feel bad about it but it was a part of my plan.

That day at night, Y/n cried on my shoulder in the common room. Later, at that night she fall asleep into my arms. I stayed awake whole night, stroking her hairs and looking at her pretty face. That night, I stole her first kiss, which she never know. I was her first kiss. Soon I carried her at her dorm and placed her into the bed. I myself watched her sleeping peaceful there. I don't know how I fall asleep.

Next day, When the sun comes up. I was the one who wakes up the first. Her cute little head was in my chest, arms around my trouser. This position makes me smile. That day she thanked me for taking care for her.

We glance at eachother. More like staring. My eyes were always on her and only her. I still regret the day when I fucked Amber Scott in bathroom, at slytherin party in our end of the fourth year. I didn't plan to do it. But I somehow did. Alcohol got best in that, all I was thinking about Y/n that day at the party. My hard cock into her pretty little pussy and pounding her hard. As her Pretty little mouth moans my name.

I couldn't control myself. So I took the Amber with me and fucked her hard while my mind was filled with Y/n image. I was so busy on that, I didn't notice when she came to the bathroom.

Next things, I know the sound of something drooping. I look at the direction. There she stood, my Baby. full of shock. She quickly walked away. I pushed Amber side and pulled my pants up and walked out of the bathroom.

I went back to party. My eyes searching for hers. But couldn't find her. She normally didn't come to any party. Then, why did she came. I was in guilt and took a few bottles of beer and went to my dorm. I drank all night, thinking of her. Soon, I passed out on the floor.

The next day, I woke up with a heavy hangover. I somehow freshen up, and went to my class. I saw outside of the classroom was Y/n reading her favorite book Pillow of thoughts. I smiled at myself while looking at her. I was staring her. I think she realised it as she look up from her book.

Soon, our eyes met. Her cheek were blushing, like always. Whenever saw her. She quickly looked away and walked in the class. I followed her. I took a seat beside her. I normally seat behind the back of her seat, but occasionally I do sit with her.

During the lesson our hands are touching lightly. But she also ignored me. after what happened at the party. Whenever She ignored me, I fuck some girl.

But after painful month, we both back in terms of talking. I was glad of that. I never felt anything towards Amber Scott. She was Ravenclaw but also a bitch too.

The starting of our sixth year I was under alot of pressure. Thinking of calming down myself. But it didn't worked. My eyes still searching for her. But couldn't find. She was not there. I asked Blaise about, as he was her bestfriend. He told me, she's got sick that why she didn't came. But she will be soon join us.

Everyday I miss her. It like ages that I haven't seen her. She's my Love, my Everything. Whenever I miss her, I read her favorite book.

After talking with Mattheo about the book. Soo. I left from there.

Every single day I waited for her to come back. It really feel torture without her.

All I need was her. Only her.

My love. 

My Y/n.