You could say ive had a hard life being bullied but i havent had a certain bond that pretty much what 80% of people have. That bond is having a father and i crave the feeling of having one but i have had father figures in my life and i appreciate that but it wouldnt be the same if i did have a dad. Up until recently i have had no contact with my only sibling but now he contact me and we talked and he made me so happy nothing could break it we are so alike its unreal but its good we waited till we were mature enough to talk to eachother. We have a certain bond that i think will never break because we can pull through anything. This person whos been in my life is a guy who i have know for all my life so far and even though nowadays he can be a ass on the inside hes okay but i feel like i dont know who he is and to be honest ive had enough of him being what he is now because hes destorying the only friendships he has left and i hope he can realise that now and try and fix it. The last person who i have a close bond with is my mum and she and i have a strong close bond becasue of me not having a dad and i really cant explain what i would do without her.
