12 | A mess

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The next few days were horrible for me

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The next few days were horrible for me.I felt empty and worthless.I hadn't had a shower in days. School was cancelled for the next 2 weeks.

I wanted to go on a corner and disappear. To not come out.I get flashbacks of that day.The blood.The scream.The tears.The news.Everything was like it was haunting me.

I hadn't had a proper sleep in days.My eyes were like they were gonna pop out of there place.They were sore and red.My body hardly had any energy to sit up from the bed.

Sometimes I crawled my way to the bathroom.

My appetite was gone.The last proper meal I had was at dinner with Tyler.I get a cookie down stairs here and then but never sit down and eat like I should.

I felt disgusting yet I didn't bother to get out of bed or have a shower and put on fresh clothes.

My phone was dead and I didn't bother to charge it.It was just me,the ceiling and old photos.

My parents were mostly out for work and didn't know I was that bad.They thought I ate.At least that's what I have been telling them.

I haven't heard or seen Tyler or Sarah for that matter.I know that Sarah was taking Abby's death as bad as I was but Tyler,he was showing no emotion.

He was just being Tyler.His serious face.No tears.No smile.No laugh.That was the Tyler that everybody knew but to me he was more open and caring and happy.I liked that.

This whole Abby situation has gotten all of us out of a straight line.We were all a mess.

All because of Peter.If his parents educated him well and didn't spoil him that much he would have been a better person.Abby would have been alive.

I don't know what happened to him.As I said my phone is dead and I am not worried about him.I hope he spends the rest of his life in jail.

I hope he never sees the light again.
I hope the things he did haunt him to his death.

That's mean Jasmine.

He deserves it.

*knock knock*

-"Come in" I say.I have to admit I was bothered by whoever knocked on my door.

-"Hey honey!" My mom said."We are leaving for a business meeting.Are you going to be okay?"

-"Yes mom, I will be fine."

-"You don't seem like it."

-"Mom, I said I will be fine.I just need to rest."

-"Okay.See you later."she closed the door behind her.

I got up and went downstairs.My parents already left so I was all alone.I didn't know what to do.I took a chocolate bar that I found on the counter and went upstairs.

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