ONCE

Chapter 13

"I don't you to leave," I complain to Jax.

We are laying on my bed on the dorms. I aimlessly play with Jax's hair, running my hands through his dark hair that always seemed to smell manly.

"I know, I don't want to either. I'm going to miss you way to much." Jax sighs loudly. "I'm going to miss your coconut smelling hair." He runs a finger through my hair, twirling it at the end. "I'm going to miss your smooth skin." He runs another finger on the opposite hand down my arm. "I'm going to miss our lingering kisses." He places a kisses on my cheek. "I'm going to miss your boney collar bones," he laughs, while pressing down on my boney collar bone for emphasis. "I'm going to miss your long tanned legs." He runs both his hands down my legs squeezing at my thighs, like I like. "I'm going to miss you soft hands." He holds both my hands now. "But most of all I'm going to miss making you smile, that beautiful smile of yours," Jax smiles brightly at me, making my heart flutter.

"Well, we still have a while until I have to leave, and don't forget about our dinner date," Jax smiles, his perfectly white teeth coming into view, and he looks so handsome.

"I know."

My phone starts to vibrate. I lean over to reach it, and see Harry's name flash across the screen, again and again. He send message after message but I choose to ignore all of them. He saw me at lunch today and ignored me, why not give him a taste of his own medicine. Why didn't he come and say hi to me? Was it because he was with his friends? Is he embarrassed of me? I over think too much.

"Who's messaging you?" Jax asks.

"Oh, uh no one," I reply quickly, a little too quickly I think.

A knock on the door stop Jax from asking anymore questions.

I groan as I hop off of my bed to open the door, which revels my mother standing there.

"I have an appointment and I need Jax to take me now," she says in the most Dakota White way, which is completely demanding and bossy.

"We had plans," I argue.

"I don't care, Nastasia. Stop being selfish." My eyes widen at the words she says but before I can argue back, which would have been no help, Jax butts in.

"It's alright, Nastasia. I'll just take your mum to her appointment and then I will drive back up here." He reasons with me, making me smile at his generosity.

"Thank you, Jax." She places a hand on his shoulder.

We walk down to the parking lot of the campus standing next to Jax's shinny black car.

"Goodbye Nastasia, I love you. Take care of yourself, alright?" My mother hugs me tightly, squeezing a little.

"I will, love you, too," I smile and squeeze her back.

"I'll see you later." Jax pecks my lips quickly.

We walk down to I wave them off with a smile. I watch Jax's Porsche back out of the parking lot. I walk up the path to get back into the campus. The bright sun shines down on me. My phone buzzes, and I reach into the back pocket of my skinny jeans. Harry's name comes across the screen again, I decide to look at his messages.

*I'm bored. Let's hang out*

*Why aren't you answering me?*

*Nastasia, you're fucking pissing me off now. Answer your phone*

*Answer your phone, last warning before I get real mad*

*I'm coming to your dorm*

He's coming to the dorm?

*You better answer your fucking door when I get there*

(It's been such an emotional day with the news that Zayn is leaving one direction and I'm very upset about it. Harry crying on stage was heartbreaking. Please don't forget to vote)