Love can be hard

Sometime

Freddys POV:
If you know me you know I'm gay but I'm best friend billy doesn't I'm to scared I'm afraid the person that I like and love the person who is there for me then I'm sad if he ever found out he would leave me
If he ever read my diary he would know.
I was sitting on my bed writing in my diary of course about billy because I like more like love him I hear the door open and in walked billy
Billy:hey Freddy
Freddy:hi
I close my diary and Lie down in my bed
Billy:you ok?
Freddy:ya I'm fine
Billy:you sure you have been acting weird
Freddy:y-ya Im s-sure
I'm in shit billy knows I sutter when I'm lying
Billy:oh ok
Thank god he didn't ask again
Billy climbs up the ladder and goes in bed by that time I'm fast asleep
Billy's POV:
I hear little snores and that means freddys asleep
I climb down and get his diary
I climb back up and start to read

12/1/17 (I just put a random date)
So today was so good me and billy spent the day together and I loved it not as much as I love him I think I should tell him I'm gay

I close the book
Ew how is he gay I can't be friends with him I can't have a gay best friend(billy is not homophobic he just thinks is werid for now)
I put the book under my pillow and go to sleep
Freddys POV:
I woke up to a bang it probably the tv Darla has been into crime shows lately
I look wear my diary is Usually but is wasn't
I look at billy and he's still is fast asleep he looks so cute
I look for my diary for a bit more when I hear billy wake up
Freddy:umm billy have you seen my diary
He ignores me
Freddy:BILLY
He ignores me again
Then I see something come out of his pillow it's MY DIARY HE READ IT NO NO NO
Freddy:you took my diary and read it
He just looked at me
Freddy:billy...?
I felt tears coming he read my diary and i knew he would leave me I wished he didn't
I grab my cruch and run downstairs I grab my coat and walk as fast as I could to the place me and billy tried his powers.it was a special place to me.I just sit there and think
I lost my best friend
The one person who wanted to be my friend
And worse of all the person I love