𝐏𝐮𝐫𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐬 || 𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

13

A/n hiiii check the last chapter for credits for the idea person. any here you go bestie THIS CHAPTER MAY BE SAD 🤪💅🏻 BTW

⚠️ PANIC ATTACK in this chapter so u can skip the bit i'll put a *** when it starts and ends ⚠️

Did he just say love me?... "love you to" I say

(Y/ns POV)

As purpled walk out my room my thoughts become loud and clear almost like there were voices telling me things

He loves u

your fine

he hates u

your not ok

I started hearing these voices when i was stuck with quackity, well i mean it started to get worse when i was with quackity. I've always had them but it was almost like they weren't there but now they've been loud to the point we're i get super worried that somethings wrong with me as a person.

—TINY FLASHBACK—

I was just shoved in a room with nothing. falling to the ground while sobbing. I started to hear a high pitched ringing then everything almost stoped.

Run

get out

there scared

pathetic

who?... who's talking to me

—End of flashback—

"get out of my head" I whisper while grabbing my head. they got louder as i said it.  "shut up" I whin in discomfort .

thinking about it I rarely hear the voices around purpled. He always makes them stop or calm them without even knowing.

They wouldn't get out of my head. shit- what if people see me, then I would have to tell them. I cant. Jumping out of bed and locking the door. I barely could lock the door since my hands were super shaky.

***

I could feel another panic attack creeping up on me. dropping on the floor beside the door. creating a loud thud on the ground. beginning to sob. my whole body shaking. I couldn't move.

A loud ringing in my ear, Hearing muffled foot steps.

"Y/n!? are you ok?!" I hear purpled ask. I could tell he was panicked.

this caused me to cry more. the voices were to loud to communicate, I could only cry. I cant take it anymore.

"I'll be back! just stay there" i hear purpled as he runs down the stairs

(purpleds POV)

"i'll be back! just stay there" I say running down the stairs.

shit- there not here. phil and the others went out for the weekend so it's just me and Y/n... there! I run over to a glass cabinet, finding a small key with a label saying

Y/ns room key

Running up stairs as fast as i could. getting to the door noob and opening it as fast as possible. Twisting the door noob the door opened, Throwing the key to the side. picking Y/n up just so she could stand. She stay there crying, slowly putting her face in my chest.

***
"hey hey it's ok shhh i'm right here no need to panic" we stay there together as she calmed down. slowly rocking her side to side.

"let's go sit down and we can talk ok?" I whisper "mhm" she whispers back. slowly walking to bed

TIME SKIP CAUSE LIKE 😩🤚

She had just told me what just happened. we has lay down in the same position as this morning, with her head on my chest as I lay down. "purpled?" she asks with a slightly shaky voice still from crying "mhm" I say back as I play with her hair "I-i um was wondering since phil and the others are out for the weekend if you want to go out um sometimes... Like a date?" I pause she wants to go on a date... With me?!, i mean i'm not complaining but- she's to good for me righ- "Is it a yes or no?" she says with a slight nervous chuckle "obviously it's a yes y/n" I say looking down and smiling at down at her.

A/N WIWHWJWIWHWJSJ SORRY SO SORRY AJAJAJAAJ I WNET TO QUEBEC I ALSO AM GETTING TERAPY 😃☝️☝️☝️ CAUSE IM MENTALLY UNSTABLE UKNOW? ANYWAY DATE?!?!! UM YES SO OKE. AORRY AGAIN

anyway eat,drink,sleep. good morning good evening and good night byee lovely's <3

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