Seri vaanga sapada polam.... She tries to break the tension... She doesn't want him to feel any gulity... She tries to get up... But he hold on to her lap even more tighter....
Nan romba Ketavan la... Selfish... he says.......
(He could not bear her words "Escort girl?" and feels like his whole world is getting shattered in front of his eyes.. The girl, who means world to him, who is the only girl who touched his soul, feels this way because of him... What more is needed to break his brittle heart)
Saakshi : Apadi lam Ella pa, Athu etho oru emotion la vantha word, also, Athu ellame nan ennakula....
Aakash looks up to her and puts his finger on her lips.... He stops her..
Ella ma, Ithu nee justification solra time ella... Nee atha pannatha... Nan Already romba guilty ya irukane, Nee sonnathu thappu ella... nee sollu ma.. full a sollidu, un manasula irukarathu ellame... Nan odanjiduvean nu yosikatha.... apadi yosichu yosichu than nee epadi odanchu poiruka... ellame ennalathan.... Nan enna pathiye yosichutanoo nu thonuthu... Unna romba kashta padithutane na ma? Enna mannichiru ma.......... please ma.....
He hugs her lap tightly and cries..
(but even now, he is seeking comfort from her, because, she is just like a mother to him, in all ways.. She has always comforted him, be it any situation.. Now even though it's his turn to comfort her, he is so used to her comforting that, he wants to shed his tears in her lap.... It's always her for him.. his comfort)
Saakshi taps his head softly and trying to control her tears.. She cant see him like this.. She wanted only his smile, and nothing other than that.. She knows he is seeking comfort from her.. She knows he is hurt... She slowly pats him and brushes his hair.... she bends towards him and keeps her head on his head...
Epo nan enna sollanum, Solla onnume ellaye... It all came our in spur of a moment., Athuku mela entha meaning um ella pa... Intha 3 years la nan ennikavathu ethavathu sollirukan na?? Etho oru situation la vara varthai ku evlo yosikathinga... Chamathu la... Can we drop this and sapada polama... ? Vaanga pa....
Aakash is in no mood to let it go... this moment... in whole 3 Years, this is the first time he has confronted this kind of feeling of her... Even Though it was spur of the moment, He know it was the accumulated pain of her... of the words & taunts she faced... May be he did not think from her POV... He is in so much guilt, but now, he dint want to escape the reality... He wanted her to open up...
He got up and wiped his tears... He sat back on the couch.... He took both her hands and held it to his chest....
"Ella, Nan enniku ithula irunthu escape aaga ninaikala... Intha 3 years la namba pesinathu, promise pannathu, namkula iruntha antha magic... namba spend panna each minute... ithu ellame... epo pesalana, meaning ye ellama poidum..... Athu ennaku aaga koodathu Saakshi... Nee sollu, Nan enga thappu panane... ? Please ma... I dont want to let this moment go off... Ellana nee ennikume solla mata... Please.... Sollu.... (He looks at her with eyes full of guilt, pain & confusion)
Saakshi Tries to get up and go.... but Aakash pulled he again...
"Enna paaru... Namakula antha nambikai iruku.... Nan purinchupane... Nee puriya vei.... Ennaku enniku nee pesanum.... Sollu Saakshi..."
Enniku unga special day pa.. Your first flimfare... Na Dinner Date lam plan panni vechirukane.. Please dont't spoil your mood... Let's have this topic disscusion later.... Epo vaanga polam..." She tries to move out....
Aakash again pulls her back... "No , Ennaku nee mattum than special... Unna epadi feel panna vechutu, Ennaku FilmFare oo Dinner oo million dollar o mukiyam ella.... Nee mattum than...
You are the reason & Meaning for all this.. But right now, I am feeling Meaningless..
Nee sollu... Nan enna thappu pannane? Etha thappa panne? Sollu ma..... Please..." He begged her...
Saakshi sighed!!
"Ithula sari thappu nu Edhum ella.. aana, Sariyana vazhi, Thappana Vazhi nu rendu iruku.., Neenga etha choose pannreenga nu ninaikureenga? " She question him with utmost caution.
Ennaku theriyala ma.... Nan Namakulla irukura azhagana bond a badharama pathukanum nu ninchane... Antha time athu than sari nu pattuchu... I don't want to loose something precious I got after so many years to the cheap social vultures. Ennaku Ne mukiyam.. Namba mukiyam... I want it Private... Namba mattum... Ithu thappu nu thonala" He said it all in pain...
Saakshi kept quite... She kept her head low....
Sollu ma.... He used his own base voice, but this time.. His emotion was different...
"Private a aakanum nu ninacheenga, But Secret aaiduche Aaskah...... " She sighed..
It again hit him hard... Back to Back.. Her words are killing him, But reality is something he must face. He didnot have answers.. He has not seen her speak this way... Everything new, is hitting him at the same time & tearing his world apart.
Maaa..... He held her hand tighter... Maaaa... He blurted again....
"Oru beautiful Relationship a ' Cheap aana Affair' a matharathuku antha secrecy podhume pa.... " She said it with utmost pain... Her pain can be felt in her eyes & in her hands... She was trembling...
He sat there with no answers.. No way to console her.. No way to escape this... He wished His Heartbeat stopped right there... He kept looking down as he was not able to face her...
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FanfictionA Fan Fiction on #Ashaangi - Story line -How two people, with similar perspectives towards life, but two extreme characters meet & fell in love, and make way together, witnessing their "Unexpected Destiny" Disclaimer: This Fan Fic is purely Fictiona...
