These triggers are mine,
But the trigger finger is hers.
She shoots me in the chest
And rips me to shreds.
In a moment,
I am there again,
Eight years old and shaking,
Praying that this time,
The monster under my bed
Will not be her.
But it always is.
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Growing Out My Hair Again
PoetryA poetry book for people recovering from trauma, for survivors, lovers, and people who aren't sure about their place in the world.