You aren't worthless

Didnt feel right though

*Lionel's POV*

Ney and I were talking throughout our flight to Costa Brava; he asked me "If it happens that we are the only ones in one of those hotel rooms..." then he paused "... can I invited some girls over?" I didn't even understand why he was hesitant. He knows that I don't have a problem with that, he has invited loads of girls into our dorms and I've always had his back but since we were sharing the room maybe he wanted to be on the same page as me. "Yes of course, you know I don't have any problem with" I said with a slight smile. "Yes!!" he whisper shouted as I rolled my eyes. He changed the subject to one I wasn't expecting or prepared to talk about, "So... how are you and your crush going?" he asked elbowing the side of lower torso.

 "humn..." I was feeling my face heat up "who... what are you even talking about" I stuttered so much I don't even know if he understood me as I look back and see Chris and Ben talking, Ney then puts his hand on my right cheek and turns my focus to him. "You know I know so why make it difficult for yourself?" he asked me with a sad under tone to his voice, he was right I knew he knew but I didn't know what I knew. I haven't really come to terms with these feeling but I guess I have to now. After a few minutes of silence I spoke up "Okay... okay, I like him but that doesn't change the fact the he may not like me back." I sighed as I finished that sentence, I didn't come to terms with it because he may not like me like that, he may just want me to be a close friend, nothing more nothing less. 

He processed the information I had given him and responded "Of course he does, he literally bought  you clothes yesterday after that date you had because I for sure know it was I date, I was walking by as you 2 spoke after y'all came back, so there is definitely something there and to put the cherry on top I know you kissed his cheek because he was speechless in front of your door." as he started laughing in a low tone trying to not to make as much noise. I was a tomato now completely red "And your face confirms it" he laughed as I punched his shoulder. "Hey!!" that's for you not telling me this sooner I chuckled back. "So going to need anything with that?" he asked sure why not I replied thinking he wasn't going to do anything about it however I would soon find out he was going to do something about it."

Throughout the rest of the flight we talked about how much we needed this trip specially because of the cup we are about to have soon, this is the best thing to get our minds to relax whilst we won't do anything that could get us injured. We got to the airport and check out our luggage and got into a bus to the resort, Ney and I were praying to be worth our while because we didn't really know where we would be staying at and luck was on our side this time because the view and the place was just beautiful. It was already noon and the sun made just everything look better and more calming as we arrived.

 "Whoa!!" Ney just blurts out, I was speech less the resort, the beach and everything else was just wow. We checked in the hotel and they gave us the chance to choose between a hotel rooms or a beach house and Ney and I agreed to go to a beach house but the thing was the beach house had 3 rooms, a master bedroom and 2 other rooms. This means we have to share it with 2 more people and hope they were going to be at least chill. We just gave our luggage to the security and they handed us a key to our house and we headed to the buffet. When I say it has been one of the best meals I've eaten in a good while it isn't over exaggeration they literally make every fine dining restaurant I've went to feel like a fast food place, that is how good their food is. We were so stuffed that we had to sit and chat for a while before we headed to our room.

 The house was 2 story building made with dark wood and then again I was dazzled by how pretty the house was. We open the door and see Ben on the couch, "Hey Ben so you are you're the roommate they said we had" I sighed in relief "Correction, we are" Chris said entering the living room shirtless and wet like he just came out of the shower, no he definitely came out of the shower. He looks indescribably hot right now, those water droplets were seeing and touching every part of his body, I felt jealous, I literally wanted to be a water droplet at that moment. "Nice, sweet" Ney said and went towards them giving them those weird bro hugs so I wouldn't be the only rude one I went and gave Ben one of those weird hugs but when it was Chris's time he gave me what I would call a hug. It was filled with warmth and care I didn't want to let him go his arms where around my waist and mine around his chest and he bent down a little because I was that short. I sniffledhis hair, he smelt really good in general maybe that's because he just got outof the shower.