Life starts at 30

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12 midnight na!
Suddenly I close my eyes.
And whisper a prayer🙏

Lord, What is it that I wish for? What is it that I long for? I kept on searching for an answer and I can't stop my mind thinking about it!
Is there a missing piece on my puzzle?
One by one I started diggin'
about my past;
Who I was and Why I am here now?

On the 23rd day of July, a mother gave birth; she was so relieved that this baby girl would be her last child. She believed that she got a lucky, awesome & beautiful child. She named her "Julie" from the month of July and ends with letter "e" cause she smile all the time. What a joyous name.

As the time passes by, I wonder what is my future when I turned 30.
I am so skeptic that my mind won't stop thinking. I can see my hopes and dream becoming real 😅

When I was a kid, I dreamt about becoming a doctor whom I could help my family when they got sick. I wanted to be a famous dancer, who has a unique style and choreography. I aslo dreamt about speaking into the crowd, evangelizing or mentoring or  inspiring other people. I really love to share what knowledge and wisdom that I have.
I also wanted to have my own publication in which I am the infamous CEO and editor in chief. 😅 I  love writing my thoughts and telling true stories that could open up the eyes, hearts and mind of the reader.

Then of course I wanted to sip my vodka beside the pool on my 2nd floor of my very owned designed house and lot. Trying to relax at jacuzzi.
On the next morning, a cup of milk and hot choco on my terrace with a view of the fresh surroundings. The wind that blows and the sound of the trees that wakes me up in the morning.
A weekend gate-away on one of my favorite car to see the beaches and picnic on the shore 🏖️🏝️
To have the heart full of gratitude
Life is a day that doesn't last long.