i fell asleep next to lauren. at this point i didn't know what to do with my life. i needed to talk to alejandro. It was too soon to announce that we are together to the the public. i would get so much hate. ugh it was just to early for this shit. i got up and got ready for the day
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ur outfit for today i then got a call from ale
call: ale- hey baby me- hi amor ale- so i was thinking that we should announce our relationship me- i mean i want to but don't u think it's to soon since i just broke up with carlos, i don't want to get hate ahah ale- ur right me- yea ale- ok i'll see u later bye love me- bye babe
me- LAURENNNNNN lauren- whattt do u want mf me-let's go outtt lauren- mm okayy
as lauren got ready i started getting random messages and phone calls. i thought it was just a spam caller that's pranking me so i don't bother to answer. but the messages weren't just any regular message they were saying "baby answer me😩, mi amor, my love answer me" but i did know that the only person that called me those names was Carlos....
i couldnt deny on how much i missed carlos even though he rlly hurt me. but i also like alejandro, not love. Like. maybe im using him as a rebound. ugh idk. i'm going to have to talk to someone about this.
me- lauren lauren- yes bae? me- I LOVE CARLOS AND I THINK IM USING ALE
there i spit it out....
lauren- girl.... me- what lauren- he hurt u des me- ik but i still love him lots and i think i want to be with him lauren- what about ale me- i'm going to have to tell him the truth even though he's probably gonna hate me lauren- ok i'm gonna say go for it do whatever makes u happy bby me- ugh i luv u lauren- me too bae me- well let's gooo
we decided to go to alex's house for now. but idk if carlos is there packing his things. alex asked him to leave after what he did to me. alex is the best fr. if he's there idc bc i'm going to tell him how i feel. and i'm kinda hoping he is.
after 30 mins later we arrived...
lauren- girl hurry up and get out of the car me- ik ok i'm coming
we walked up to the door and rang the doorbell. even though i had a key i didn't feel it was appropriate entering the house since carlos and i aren't together. so we waited for someone to open the door. no one was opening so i went on my phone to check a message from my mom. as i was looking down, i heard a door open but i needed to write this message.
carlos- he-
i gasped and ran out to the driveway. i heard someone run after me. it was probably lauren.
carlos- DES WAIT- me- what carlos- i love u. ur the love of my life . and i want to be with u forever. and i'm wondering if u still feel the same for me. me- carlos i-...... love u too. carlos- really? i'm so sorry for what i did and i told u this millions of times. me- yes i rlly do. and i believe ur the love of my life too. and i forgive u carlos- ugh des, u don't know how much happiness i'm feeling rn.
he picked me up and spun me around. he put me down and kissed me. it was a long and passionate kiss. it felt like how it was before.
a/n HEY LOVEz. i'm back maybe. i've been busy and i don't rlly use this app anymore:( but i'll try to be more active. i cant promise anything tho. and i hope u enjoyed this chapter. bye loves 🫀
