Rants

A Rant

I'm done, I'm so so done with you. I was the only one who cared about you, I was the only one who supported you 100% with everything you did, like when you wanted to move and when you talk about joining the military, even when you dated my ex girlfriend like a week after she and I broke up. And you just hurt me for the like the 20th time this year. But this time it was worse you made me cut, you made me cry and still make me want to kill myself. And now you question why I forgave you, you think it's because I want to be with you... of course you would, you asshole. You know I could actually care about you without wanting to be with you, you know that you were my closest friend, you know you were a giant part of my world and you just destroyed it. I shouldn't have forgave you... I'm on the verge of killing myself now that all of this is going on... I'm so sorry...