9 |"i dont wanna play"|

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"get in the bus" Joel said and pointed at bus next to us. We got in the bus and drove to the Hall. Semi final is in two days. We went to practice and boys played at stage for one time. "do you wanna practice if you have to play" Joonas asked. "oh well okey" I said. I got my bass guitar and we went to stage. It was so big. "I dont know if I can do this" I said. "What do you mean" Tommi asked. "this stage is so fucking big" I said. "oh well it is but this is only practice" Joel said. "okey" I said and we started to play.

After that aleksi came to me and said. "you did well" I blushed. "thank you" I said. We went back to our room where Olli was waiting for us. He was watching us. "What the fuck Ellie" He yelled looking happy but wierd. "Oh my god, What happen to you" I said. "I didn't know your so good" he said. "uh uumm okey?" I said so nervously. I never been so nervous, I felt like i was proud but, I dont know What I felt.

"why dont you play in the band" Joonas said. "because Olli plays bass" I said and looked at the floor. "he does" Niko said and looked like he was thinking something really important. "lets not think about that you have to practice More" I said. "yeah we have to" aleksi said. "boys go practice to Other room so im going to talk to Ellie" olli said. "yes" they said and leaved.

"What do you wanna talk about" I said. "so I dont wanna play" Olli said sadly. "you dont wanna play What" I said. "in the eurovision" olli said and looked at hes feet. "why, why the hell you dont wanna play" I yelled. "I just cant, Im too sceared" he said. "im not gonna play im fucking two days" I yelled and I think boys heard it. "okey, if you dont wanna play at semi finals. Can you please play finals" he said and looked so fucking nervous. "okey I Will think about it" I said. "just think, I dont promise" I continued. "thank you, youre the best little sister ever" he said and leaved.

What the actual fuck im thinking. No no no im not gonna play in eurovision. I just cant. I never even played to the public. Im gonna die. NO. But I cant say that to Olli. Okay Okay calm down. I talked to Myself at our room. I didnt notice Alex stading behind me. "Whats wrong sweet heart" he said and looked at me. Oh fuck no. Did he heard it all. "oh nothing" I said. I was so embarrassed if he heard it all. "I heard you talking" he said. "oh fuck no you did" I said. "I did, so Whats wrong" he asked. "Olli asked me to play" I said. "in here" he said confused. "yes" I said. "What did you say" he asked. "I said that im not ready to play in two Day. And I can think about finals" I said embarrassed. "okey" he said. "I need to go practice. Are you coming" he said. "im gonna drink so water and then im coming" I said. "okay see ya" Aleksi said and leaved.

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