~𝖑𝖔𝖘𝖙 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗~ 𝘫𝘩𝘴 𝘹 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳

ℭ𝔥𝔞𝔭𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔰𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔢𝔫 | ℌ𝔦𝔰 𝔭𝔬𝔦𝔫𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔳𝔦𝔢𝔴

"𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔, 𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝓈, '𝐼𝓃 𝒶 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒻𝓊𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝒻 𝒶𝓇𝓉, 𝐼'𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊..' 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝑒..
'𝐼𝓃 𝒶 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒻𝓊𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝒻 𝒶𝓇𝓉, 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊.."

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H O B I P O V

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It's happening..

I saw it with my own two eyes, it disappeared for a second but then it went back

I can feel it..it's like changing me, sometimes I can't feel anything

I look at my hand..it disappeared again..

I think my end is coming..

It's been a month since I last saw her..I don't want to tell her about this, scared that she may get worried and that'll only hurt her. So I decided to just keep it to myself

I tried to push her away..but I end up hurting both of us, I thought it was for the good of her but I feel the pain..and I don't know if that's normal

The moment when I saw tears in her eyes the day she visited  on my apartment, I wanted to disappear at that moment, I didn't mean to hurt her that way

She continues speaking to me

"I'm still glad that I knew you Hobi..even for just a short amount of time.."she said and a tear suddenly slipped on my eyes

I'm still gonna treasure everything..I heard her thoughts

And..I'm glad that I knew you..she added as she walk away..

I became selfish and not even minding her feelings if she will get hurt or not

Sometimes during the night, I used to visit her, checking if she's doing okay..

"Hobi?"she woke up suddenly, I heard her say my name and I just remained still outside of her balcony

She saw me but went back sleeping

"Of course, it was just a dream.."she said and I suddenly felt a pang on my chest

"If only you knew.."

I always knew where she was going..it's like adaptive on my system and I can always sense her..

I saw her kicking the rocks that come in contact with her shoes, she doesn't look on where she's going and I just wanted to go to her..but I can't

She stepped outside the woods where I took her to show her where I came from and just walk her way in

Are you doing okay? I heard her

"I'm not.." I whispered

I know you are..

She then settled herself on the trunk of the tree and opened her phone

If only I knew that it would end a little sooner..

She's crying..I wanted to run to her, hug her and tell her that everything will be okay but..how?

If I could turn back the time..I would still want to meet you..

She closed her eyes and lay her head on the tree

Silenced.

Then it started to rain

"How I wished that I could just easily forget everything..especially the pain.." she said and lay her head on her knees

It begun pouring hard but I remained still on my position, just looking at her from afar

If only..if only I could easily erased those memories..she thought and cried

As the rain sympathize with my feelings I can feel it again..it's sulking into my core. Then everything stopped. Just like what happened the night when I went to her on the institution

"Ah.." I lowly muttered as my hand twitched

She then look at my direction and I hide on the big tree in front of me

Maybe it's just my imagination playing tricks on me..she thought

She stand from her position and went back outside the woods while the rain still pours really hard

I saw you..but if you continue acting like that..it's best if..I heard her

We should never see each other again..as soon as she said those words I felt my whole body collapsed to the ground

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I finally gave hobarang his point of view😂but that' doesn't sound good tho..

Hobi judging me as I wrote his lines:😂