hey it is currently 1:07 am 2021 July 24
i just woke up from my brother crying.
i was reading dear draco II and at the end of a chapter my heart ached. like a lot.
i fell asleep heartbroken by what i had read and i imagined i was in his arms to help fall asleep and i felt like i was in a rocking boat. like the darkness somehow figured itself and my vision was rocking like black water.
i started to feel like i was melting into the bed and into dracos bed in his arms. it was interesting and i really hope it was a symptom.
i have tried shifting about 3 times my entire life and haven't gotten close. i tried the pillow method and the raven method. and the starfish method. none have worked.
this time i literally just gave myself a scenario to fall asleep and almost shifted.
it was completely by accident so i can't really give a full description on how i did it but i will keep this updated for sure.
