Use & throw |🅙︎🅙︎🅚︎( 𝙴𝚍𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐)

part 16

Jungkook's pov

And I hope so I will not regret this later right?

Authors pov, at Y/n's place.

You went to the park, where jungkook proposed you. The park was silent no people and nothing. You cried your heart out. You missed your mom , missed your caring and lovable dad, you missed your love, you missed him. The pain which was in heart was unresisteble.

Y/n :-*While sniffing* why always me!?, First you took my mom away from me then dad and now my  love. don't you want me to stay happy. Why you alway's taking my loved ones away from me and leaving me numb here, I hate you. I hate my life, i hate myself.  * while taking your knees close to your chest and hugging them.*

Y/n's pov

I am not perfect, I am ugly I am bitch. Bora was right that day , I am not of level of her. All I am is a trash to be thrown. away. You cried just missing your loved ones

Time skip.. still Y/n's pov

As i was knowing, he is not at our home sorry; at his home. I have decided to leave the home how can i stay here after this all...so i packed my bag and headed towards the door to leave i lastly glanced back at the home and smiled while tear rolled out my eye. I decided to go to home or you can say hell .......i decided to go at  my step mom's place. I know that she will make my living, hell but i need to, there's no option other than this..before going to home aka hell i went to my appa and eomma's grave... Yep, there boths grave were together.

Y/n: eomma, appa, how are you both? Have you both ate anything...are you both happy there? Huh?..i miss you both so much...do you? You know here on this earth people are so mean they all are bad . No one is capable of trust or love. They just think about themselves, not caring of others feeling and hurting them.

Till then it started to rain, i bid goodbye to them and departed.

At jungkook's place; jungkook's pov:

I am here with bora eating icecream. She is not that talkative as y/n or else if y/n was at her place she would ate my brain by just talking non-stop...i chuckled remembering how  her whole mouth was stuffed with Pringles and she was struggling to talk.

Bora: hey. Why are you laughing huh?

Jungkook: ah..ohh no.nothing

Bora: ok after this we will go for shopping.

Jungkook: ok

After eating icecream we went for shopping.

At y/n's place; Y/n's pov:

I reached at house.. i took a deep breath and knocked on the door...no one opened again i knocked on the door when i found the door was opened. I went inside.

???: Hey stop it.. don't do this. Ah

???: What you are my girlfriend. Hm

I went inside to see who were they and i found was....the sight i never expected.

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Hehehehe.... again short part... so sorry...i am busy with my school work alot...you know what my mom scold me for fangirling over bts. She said you need to stop this all. She actually don't support me for bts she thinks it is a useless thing. They are just distracting me...which really hurts...you all armies will feel it what i am feeling rn..i always cry in bathroom at night remembering bts..and mikrocosmos song always lingers in my head...i really can't live without them. Last cried was last night. And i think i will cry rn too. But whatever i will study hard prove my parents. They are not distraction but my inspiration. Ok bye.