It's Alright, Noah (Cagayan State University #3)

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11-30

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To: dollyslvnr@csucarig.com
From: ildefonsonoah@csucarigcouncil
Schedule send: 09-11-xx

Dolly,

Somewhere down the line, I have to admit... I didn't like you before. Your craziness, your spirit, your blatant choices of words, and how your soul was so deep to explore. The justice that you prevail in the most disturbing however lawfully way. For a second there, I thought you might have an over inflated sense of self.

But yet... you captured me with those imperfections.

In your eyes, you see the world differently. I saw it. I was breathless in the strangest way.

I don't know what happened or what will happen. All I know is that... I could no longer hold it. You bended my rules, Dolly. It snapped the last trembling bit of restraint. Then... I was falling. And the most frightening was I would give up anything for it... for you.

I feared to tell you about my feelings. I was helplessly stuck on a friendzone before because I feared that I would lose you over my selfishness. I couldn't have it any other way. So I waited until you could finally see me. I loved every bit of you... even at the times you didn't choose me.

You will only read this email years from now. You might be better without me in between those years. I won't bother you. I will let you free... because that's how it should be.

By then, I hope you finally did everything you've been longing to do. Your dream to be a lawyer. I know I've waited long enough, and I am still willing to wait for more until you come back to me. So it's alright, Dolly... And even if one day I might get tired during the process, I won't ever lose hope.

Ms. Salvanera... Mahal kita.

I eagerly await for our future,

Noah