your bieng dramatic( Completed)

Lie lie lie

Seungkwan wiped the throw up off his mouth. His throat felt like sand paper and it hurt to swallow. This had become a frequent thing no matter where he was, he would get nauseous like a pregnant woman. And he was so busy that he wasn't able to go to the doctor. And now he was nervous to even pick up phone calls from his girlfriend. Who would most likely yell at him. Seungkwan grabbed a piece of gum that he now kept in his pocket, incase of emergencys like this. Seungkwan left the restroom he tried to be as quick as he could but there was no way he could control how fast he threw up. There you are Seungkwan come on were on in like five minutes " S. Coups said pulling Seungkwan behind him. Oh sorry for being late hyung there was a line in the restroom " Seungkwan said lying. Seungkwan had practicly mastered lying to the point where he actually believed himself. He didn't want to become a psychological lier but that seemed to be where he was headed. Because he could just tell his hyung he wasn't feeling good but he was choosing to lie. Which wasn't a good look at all . Oh no problem Kwannie we still have five minutes" Suengcheol said and pausing to look at Seungkwan. Are you okay you haven't been yourself lately" S. Coups asked looking at him worry evident on his face. Yeah hyung I've just been working a lot on solo stuff" Suengkwan said. Which wasn't necessarily a lie he had been trying to write music. But with the frequent headaches and the throwing up he could barely write or think for that matter. Ahh okay if your feeling stressed you know you can always come to us" Suengcheol said giving him a small smile and wrapping him in a tight hug. Yes I know hyung" Seungkwan said a small smile on his face as he snuggeled into his neck. You know your hyungs are going to be so happy when they see you smiling and acting like your normal self again" Suengcheol said rubbing seungkwans head. Seungkwan stifened a little all his past lies seem to slap him in the face. He wasn't back to the old him because he was hurting and in pain every second of the day now. And the reasonable part of him knew he needed to tell his hyungs. But that part see my to become smaller and smaller everyday with the anxiety and fear filtering all his thoughts. So basically he was too worried to even bring up the pain he was feeling to his hyungs. I mean what if they kicked him out the group, or like replaced him for being a burden. Seungkwan didn't need that so he was going to suck it up tell he couldn't anymore. Yeah I guess I'm back to normal " Seungkwan said letting out a fake laugh. SEVENTEEN your up" A stage hand yelled.