my alarm went off. i rolled over and an unexpected boy was in my bed. Jaden? i look under the covers and we are both naked. "Shit" i whisper to myself. i dread to think of what could've happened. but then again i don't. he was mine first. and i loved him dearly. but then kadie stole him. kadie mae smith. the biggest slut in los angeles. i go into my on suité and start getting ready for the day. i apply light makeup. and a think line of eyeliner. for my outfit. i pick a white shirt and tuck it up like a crop top. and low waist joggers. i don't really know how to describe my social activity. i guess i have a small following count but. it's not as big as you would expect. it's been a while since i last posted on my instagram. so i decided to post.
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"Morning inds"i could recognise that voice anywhere. jaden. he was stretching. all he had on was joggers. he must've changed. "Goodmorning Jae,last night was fun,aye?"i kissed his cheek "I suppose it was. But Kaid,when are we gonna tell her?"he sounded nervous. of course he loved kadie. but he loved me more. and anybody would be able to tell. "Tell he what?That i want my ex boyfriend back." jaden scoffed. "India.We just fucked. i don't want you back." my face dropped. he could see that too. he grabbed his belongings and left. "how. why. when"i whispered back to myself. i sat on my bathroom floor. blood dripping from my wrists and my legs. i grabbed my rolling tray from the bathroom counter and started to roll a joint. this was where i was happy. without jaden. well that's a lie. of course i need him. but my mental health doesn't. as i was smoking my joint i got a notification -SNAPCHAT: Coolhossler is typing... -SNAPCHAT:From Coolhossler. 🙋🏻♂️:Coolhossler. 📞📸
Coolhossler 🙋🏻♂️|india. me and you just aren't meant to be. you have to remember you hurt me. i'm sorry. tho. IndiaRose🦋 💁🏻♀️|look jay. it's fine lmao. i just don't the fact. that you did what you did. and then told me you didn't want a relationship. like wtf. am i just a fuck buddy to you. CoolHossler 🙋🏻♂️|ofc not india you mean so much to me. and i just don't want to lead you on any further.me and kadie. are going really well. i'm sorry baby <3 IndiaRose🦋 💁🏻♀️|lmaoooo. okay i'm still the best you ever had and ever will have. Coolhossler 🙋🏻♂️|if you think so. IndiaRose🦋 💁🏻♀️|baby i know so and that's why you be shouting my name every night.
this chat will be pending until indiarose adds you back as a friend!
as much as i loved jaden. i needed to move on and focus on myself. wether that's building up my social status or making more friends in los angeles. i always doubted what i was capable of. i grabbed my phone and went to the app store and downloaded TIKTOK. as the app was downloading i decided to clean up my bathroom and jump in the shower as i needed to clean up the cuts. after the shower and changed into a cropped jumper that was brown and retro joggers. i opened up my phone and made a tiktok account. TIKTOK:welcome to tiktok DEATHDOLL find friends,contacts linked. 🙋🏻♂️|jaden <3 jxdnhossler✓ 🙋🏻♂️|coop <3 coopernoriega✓ 💁🏻♀️|kadie kadiemaee✓
