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You were a fool in love.  That was the only thing that could explain why you had helped Jeon  Jungkook graffiti the castle walls with red paint. The rebellious  Gryffindors and you had taken to seeking out in the middle of the night  to inscribe Dumbledore's Army, Still Recruiting and other  incendiary remarks that had irritated Headmaster Snape to no end.  Sometimes you felt a little guilty. The others were putting their lives  on the line because they truly believed in the cause and were fighting  for all magical beings, no matter their background. And while you did  believe the same, you were not as passionate or outspoken as your House  mates. You were doing it to get the attention of the antisocial Head Boy  who had gone back to pretending that you did not exist the moment the  two of you had stepped back on to the Hogwarts' grounds after the New  Year's holiday.

It was like Jimin no  longer cared about you; that one miraculous day in Paris was so buried  in the deepest fissures of his subconscious that he could not call it up  to the surface. You had half the mind to Stupefy him and drag him to  the Headmaster's office where you had heard that Snape kept a Pensieve.  Perhaps when he was forced to watch your memories with you, he would  finally be forced to admit that what the two of you had shared on one of  the last days of 1997 had been something special.

When it was finally time  for the Easter holiday, you were forced to admit that perhaps you had  to give up on Park Jimin. The war still waged on and the Light side was  losing badly. You tried to keep up to date with the current events by  listening to Goldenwatch radio broadcasts but the punishments for  conspiring against Voldemort kept escalating. Kim Yerim had never come  back after the Christmas holiday, taken because her mother, Irene, was a  journalist who had become too outspoken on her publication, Red Velvet. With radio frequencies being controlled, the magazine Red Velvet being  out of print, and every way of communication being watched, it was hard  for anyone to keep up with the war in real-time. News of the Light side  was hard to come by; the Dark Lord and his followers were doing  everything they could to have their opponents scared, ignorant, and  divided.

Every time you took a  stand against the Headmaster or his minions, you were afraid for your  mother's life. What if the army of Snatchers, the wizards and witches  that were not given the distinction of being worthy enough to be Death  Eaters, which included the likes of the werewolf Kang Jihwan, came for  your mother? You would never forgive yourself if your mother was  attacked by werewolves, giants, or other dark creatures because of you.  Furthermore, when the Lees started to chain students again, like the  ones you and Jimin had saved, a Ravenclaw had gotten caught trying to  release them. The torture they had put the male through had terrified  you, even more so because his fate had been so close to being yours.

You had lost weight due  to all the duress you had been under. All the students at Hogwarts were  looking worse for wear. Easter could not come soon enough. And when it  did, you were careful to leave the things that you could live without  behind in your dormitory so that the Lees did not get suspicious of you  leaving Hogwarts forever. The moment a student left, they were hunted  down like a criminal. The crime? Not complying with the compulsory  school attendance that the Ministry had decreed. When the time came for  you to lug your trunk onto the Hogwarts Express, you found yourself  reminded of the first day of the school year, when you had run into  Jimin and almost pissed your robes. How things had changed so  drastically in only a few months, you thought wistfully. Now you would  do almost anything to run into him, to grab his attention.

Jimin was right, you thought bitterly, you were  a glutton for punishment and absolutely a masochist. He was a pureblood  enthusiast though he appeared to be mellowing and not so steadfast with  retaining the Death Eater's fascist ideas anymore. But it was  embarrassing the way that you had fallen for a male who had literally  compared you to vermin not so recently. To be fair, it was not like you  used to have a good impression of Park or had held him to a high  standard either. But sometimes you hated yourself for falling for  someone who was literally associated with people who murdered people  like your father for fun. It was a game for them. They got off on  Muggle-baiting.

With your thoughts  spinning around your mind like a turbulent tornado, and upsetting your  stomach, you thought that maybe it was for the best that you had not  caught a last glimpse of Park before you left him forever.

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