you know, i never thought today would come.
do not get me wrong, i love the lovely fairytales and the endless daydreaming.
but, its not like that. my life does not involve the prince and the princess. the classic heroine and the crying maiden.
i romanticize my life too much. the way it can, or could turn out. it's different.
i always thought that it would be more. that one day i'll be able to have something greater than my reality. please, more than this.
to disappear. i want to leave. and i have tried so, too many times to count.
then i realize. i am never gonna be content. i can
assume i am— although, is that enough?
maybe this is all i can do right now.
to live.
and romanticize.
