Her life -on long term suspension-

Hey yall im upset.

I wrote a poem wanna hear/read, I have no clue why I'm upset so don't worry angel...
Can I call you the things I wish to say. Why is it that every time I close my eyes you fade away, I can tell that every time I get close to you I'm pushed away...

Here is another one.

I cried in my palms you walked away from me, I can see in my heart that we weren't meant to be the years fall the same as I call for your name. It's hard to imagine that once we expect where the same, as my walls crumbled you took a step back. So I call on the forces the good and the bad to help me up with their cold hands, the childish girl you once knew is gone all that stands in her place is this sad song.